Prince Petey /The Honorable DJ Metal Monkey Radio Show
DJ Metal Monkey Radio Show
0:00 Yo, man.
0:01 You I know you and my cousin
0:03 been Yeah.
0:03 Y'all been doing work, man.
0:05 I'm I'm just Dude, I've been going
0:07 through your catalog all day.
0:09 Uh I feel good.
0:11 I feel so good, man.
0:12 I just lost my mom, man.
0:14 And it's a couple of your
0:15 songs.
0:16 Um what's the name of that?
0:17 Closer I was listening to and I was
0:20 like, man,
0:23 it you know, it's life, man.
0:25 It happens really.
0:26 It's at at this point now.
0:27 I'm kind of like, you'll never be over it.
0:29 But things like music and people and
0:34 people that love you, that stuff help
0:35 you get through it.
0:37 I'm listening to your music.
0:38 I'm like, man, this is a
0:39 healing process right here because I I I
0:41 can relate.
0:42 So, ladies and gentlemen,
0:44 this is the Audible DJ Bella Monkey
0:46 Radio Show and I got Prince Pety on the
0:48 show today, ladies and gentlemen.
0:51 Cuz we behave like [music] animals in a
0:56 cage.
0:58 Mainstream media NA FDA plus the
1:02 USA to cast [music] spells on the home
1:04 with a brave free minimum wage.
1:08 [music] And I can't vote for the games we play.
1:11 And I can't vow for a better place
1:14 [music] at a red place.
1:15 Ain't no time to
1:16 pray cuz the spelling be spelling out
1:18 the life we made.
1:19 Cherish the moment of
1:20 a wonderful place.
1:22 of our worry about mistakes today.
1:24 Cutting the grass and keeping them
1:26 snakes away.
1:27 Only me [music] and you can
1:28 we the people.
1:32 Only me [music] and you can we the
1:34 people.
1:37 Only [music] we
1:44 coming on man, bro.
1:49 Oh yeah, man.
1:51 So shoot, man.
1:52 It's so much I want to I don't even know where
1:54 to start.
1:55 For real.
1:56 Um I see y'all got
1:57 uh Are you in the unrestricted uh praise
2:01 tour this week?
2:03 Yeah.
2:04 Uh yeah, we're gonna be in Mobile
2:06 this Saturday at the AMC theater down
2:08 there.
2:09 Okay.
2:10 Okay.
2:10 Uh what's all that like?
2:12 How many people is on that roster?
2:14 You on that or?
2:16 Um, I know when we went down there to
2:19 rehearse, I think about two weeks ago,
2:21 it was uh I think it was about a good 30
2:24 or 40 people.
2:25 Um, everybody didn't show
2:26 up because everybody's out of town.
2:28 So, you know, know how that goes.
2:29 They don't want to do a quick turnar around.
2:31 And then with the weather and stuff like
2:33 that, they kind of messed everybody up
2:35 on traveling down.
2:37 So, we we should have
2:38 a pretty good roster.
2:39 Um, from what I
2:40 was told, it's going to be pretty big
2:41 event.
2:42 Three-hour blocks.
2:43 Um,
2:45 and so I'm excited, man.
2:46 Uh, this something I've been praying for for a
2:48 long time and, you know, just staying
2:49 faithful and true and he finally, you
2:52 know, he dropped it in my lap, man.
2:54 So, I'm I'm more than grateful and I'm more
2:57 more than, you know, appreciative for
2:59 the opportunity.
2:59 So, I'm taking heed to
3:00 it, you know.
3:02 Yeah.
3:02 [clears throat] when uh I know what we was just saying
3:05 in the uh in the DM.
3:06 I was like when you
3:08 was like the devil going to try to stop
3:09 dude at the last minute that thing the
3:12 cameras was like I need to be updated.
3:14 So I put the other camera on it need to
3:16 be updated.
3:17 Okay that's what we doing
3:18 and then you was like the devil gonna
3:19 try to stop me.
3:20 I said hell no the devil
3:21 ain't about to stop us.
3:23 [laughter] Thank you for saying that cuz that
3:26 motivated me.
3:26 See, that's another mama
3:28 thing.
3:28 Like, well, my mama used to
3:29 always at that last minute, she'll tell
3:31 me that.
3:32 She'll like put the fuel in
3:33 you.
3:34 And she'll tell you something like like
3:35 the devil at you.
3:36 And when when you know
3:38 the devil at you right off top when you
3:39 hear that, you know that automatically
3:41 fight.
3:42 You know what I'm saying?
3:42 So,
3:44 man, this came through cuz Yeah.
3:46 Prayers and blessings, man.
3:47 Thank you for joining the show.
3:48 Um, I want to know how
3:50 did you get started into music itself,
3:52 period?
3:54 Okay.
3:54 Uh well, you know, in the south,
3:57 you know, we all grew up in the church,
3:58 right?
4:00 And um now I used to sing in the choir
4:03 and believe it or not, I used to be a
4:04 soprano.
4:07 Wow.
4:06 And uh Yeah, man.
4:07 I had a high pitch
4:09 voice, MAN.
4:11 YOU WHAT?
4:12 THAT'S NUTS.
4:14 YEAH.
4:14 Me and my cousin Olivia Carter, we
4:16 they put her put measles right beside
4:18 her, bro, when we were kids.
4:22 What?
4:22 Yeah, man.
4:22 Hard to believe.
4:23 [laughter] But uh like as far as like recording um
4:28 and stuff like that um I used to well
4:31 let's start from the beginning.
4:33 Uh I started with beat making.
4:35 I mean you know we was on the streets and whatever
4:37 but um my guy Sedra Twill my partner he
4:40 uh introduced me to FL Studios and from
4:43 there I started learning how to make
4:45 beats and then um that around when I
4:47 like 14 15 years old really it was
4:50 younger that by 13.
4:51 Yeah about 13 14.
4:53 Damn.
4:53 And then I started recording on um sound
4:58 recorder.
4:58 My cousin uh Nate, God bless
5:00 his soul, and my cousin Black, you know
5:02 what I'm saying?
5:03 They showed me how to
5:05 record on sound recorder.
5:06 So when I started sound recorder, I started
5:09 learning how to like Bbop on the table
5:11 and stuff.
5:12 So I started making my own
5:13 instrumentals by hands and you know with
5:16 the M.
5:17 And then uh round about
5:20 about a year later [clears throat] my
5:22 mom bought me a keyboard and then like
5:24 the following week she bought me
5:26 cakewalk.
5:26 That was my actual like
5:27 official DAW
5:29 boy.
5:29 Cakewalk.
5:31 Cakewalk man.
5:31 Cakewalk was awesome back
5:32 then.
5:33 Boy, it was something else wasn't it?
5:34 Yeah.
5:36 Cakewalk.
5:36 True man.
5:37 Especially you a beginner.
5:39 It was so user friendly like
5:42 but you know at that time I was in the
5:43 streets man and you know what I'm saying
5:45 like
5:46 you know just moving and trying to you
5:48 know make it out the hood every young
5:50 black kid in the hood you know dream to
5:52 be a rapper get out be a basketball
5:54 player and stuff like that and uh I kept
5:57 going on with it I dropped a whole bunch
6:00 of projects still with making the beats
6:03 u and then uh I got jammed up you know
6:07 in the streets and whatever and They
6:08 forced me to go to the army.
6:10 So when I went to the army, that's when I found
6:12 God for real.
6:13 And then ever since then,
6:15 July uh July 2011,
6:18 I've been doing Christian rap ever
6:19 since.
6:20 Shout out to my brother there.
6:22 You know what I'm saying?
6:23 He my armor brother.
6:24 He he told he seen it in.
6:26 He like, "Look, man, I heard you rap."
6:28 He like, "Have you ever heard of Lra?" I
6:30 was like, "Yeah, I heard heard." No.
6:32 I said, "No, I I ain't even know Christian
6:34 can rap." You know what I'm saying?
6:35 cuz you know coming from the south all we
6:37 know was praising the gospel music you
6:40 know
6:41 when I heard it was one Sunday he came
6:44 to me he be like look man something he
6:47 say something on you he like look just
6:48 come to church with me on Sunday
6:50 by that time I really wasn't even
6:52 thinking about God I had just lost my
6:54 grandmama you know what I'm saying old
6:56 so I kind of know had that rebellious
6:58 spirit because that's the person that
6:59 raised me feel what I'm saying but
7:02 I lie you not man that son that went
7:04 with him Bro, something hit me so hard.
7:06 Well, I ain't going to say something.
7:07 The Lord hit the Holy Spirit hit me so
7:09 hard, bro.
7:09 I just
7:10 I just fell up and went limp.
7:12 You know what I'm saying?
7:12 Because it is a certain
7:14 church song that came on.
7:16 [clears throat]
7:16 I can't remember the name of it, but I
7:18 know it when I hear it cuz my spirit
7:19 get, you know, get weak.
7:22 And he picked me up and you know, ever
7:24 since then, man, I just started writing.
7:26 It was hard at first because you
7:28 learning how not to cuss and,
7:30 you know, trying to, you know, do it the
7:32 right way with the word.
7:33 So yeah, it took me a it took me a while to
7:36 understand it, but I've been doing it
7:38 ever since, man.
7:39 And um and I just been
7:41 rocking with God, man, through the ups
7:42 and downs, through all the trials I've
7:44 been through.
7:45 And it got me to this
7:46 point to where I'm at now by I say early
7:48 staying faithful and true to his word.
7:50 He actually elevate me now to higher
7:52 heights, you know?
7:53 So I'm I'm forever
7:54 grateful for that.
7:56 Yes, I I am too, man.
7:57 Like we need artists like you.
7:59 We need leadership and
8:00 leaders and real men like you.
8:02 Uh uh I appreciate you going to the army, man.
8:05 Like I'm not going to even front like a
8:07 lot of people on the political.
8:09 It just makes men out of us.
8:10 You know what I'm
8:11 saying?
8:11 Like it really do.
8:12 The army will My son just left for the Air Force the
8:15 other day, man.
8:15 I wanted him to go to
8:16 the army, but
8:17 yeah, it it make men out of young black
8:19 men, especially in in the area, you
8:22 know, from New Orleans and Mobile.
8:25 And so like you know how the streets is
8:27 Mississippi the same way.
8:28 You know what I'm saying?
8:28 Like the streets will take
8:29 you, man.
8:30 And that army, how how did the
8:32 army impact your uh decision on Christ
8:36 and um your life?
8:39 Um I I say like I tell everybody, man, I
8:42 thought I was big and bad till I had to
8:44 sit in front of somebody.
8:45 You know what I'm saying?
8:46 To make me feel less than
8:47 what I was.
8:48 You know what I'm saying?
8:49 So you know like they always [laughter]
8:52 So you ain't when somebody think you
8:54 bad, somebody better than you.
8:56 You know [laughter] what I mean?
8:57 So basic training shirt real quick.
9:01 [laughter] You know what I'm saying?
9:02 So [gasps]
9:04 yeah, bro.
9:04 It'll make a man out you,
9:05 man.
9:06 You got to listen to what they say.
9:08 You got to You got to eat when they tell you to
9:12 eat.
9:13 Y know.
9:13 You can't fight them when they
9:15 talk about [laughter] you learn discipline real.
9:19 That's why I'm laughing at.
9:20 That's why that's why I
9:21 say shout out to you for going to the
9:22 army cuz boy I know everybody all these
9:26 people want to talk that street stuff.
9:28 You go up in there you get up in there
9:31 bro.
9:31 I promise it'll it'll change.
9:33 It'll make your man like [laughter] a lie to
9:37 you, bro.
9:38 Yeah.
9:39 You be saying I won't do it again.
9:40 I won't do it again.
9:42 [laughter] [gasps]
9:46 Oh man.
9:47 So yeah, like um so I'm listening to I
9:51 don't care man and um and I'm I'm just
9:55 thinking like I I was sort of like in
9:58 between like your style.
9:59 I was, you know, but do who was your influences?
10:03 Like is it cuz it is was it Pastor Troy
10:06 at any point or something like that?
10:08 Cuz y'all you don't use a lot of lyrics but
10:11 your meaning like the lyrics you use it
10:14 has a ripple effect of meaning.
10:16 You know what I mean?
10:16 Like that's what I get from
10:18 it.
10:18 Like who influenced your style?
10:21 Um, I actually, um, I used to listen to
10:25 Well, before I even got to this point,
10:27 the way I had I sound the way I sound
10:29 now, I was actually a lyrical Christian
10:32 hip-hop artist.
10:33 Oh, I know you got it because Yeah.
10:34 Like I could hear
10:37 um I used to listen to a lot of East
10:38 Coast rap now.
10:40 Even though I was I
10:41 listen to the South here and there, but
10:42 I was more on the East Coast like the
10:44 Locks, DMX, really the whole Rough
10:46 Riders, J Big L.
10:49 Uh, even though Big L
10:50 from the south, uh, who else?
10:53 PJ, uh, Pride, Nas,[ __] like all those, you
10:59 know what I'm saying?
11:00 Uh, Papoose.
11:01 Uh, uh, what's old boy name, man?
11:04 Uh, not Slicker.
11:07 Uh, man, he's he battle rap now.
11:11 I can't name, but you know, all them guys that
11:15 was lyrical.
11:16 I used to be like I used to
11:17 be super lyrical.
11:18 So, but I ran into
11:19 this situation with a fellow member.
11:23 Um, we know everything good now, but like
11:26 [snorts] it made me wake up.
11:28 You know what I'm saying?
11:29 And he's the reason
11:29 why, you know what I'm saying?
11:31 My spirit woke up.
11:32 So now what you hear is more
11:35 direct.
11:36 That energy that coming off, I'm
11:37 trying to let my soul speak.
11:39 You know what I'm saying?
11:40 Because now like in
11:42 this Christian rap world, Christian hip
11:44 hop world, whatever you want to call it,
11:45 a lot of people want to explain this
11:47 part of it.
11:48 It's really more crazier in this genre of music than it
11:53 is in the actual secular world.
11:55 And and because of that, and I say that
11:57 to say this, it's like everything's a
11:59 competition.
12:00 And for me, it's more on the lines of
12:02 for me personally, we need to be doing
12:04 this the righteous way instead of
12:06 looking at each other like competition.
12:07 Everybody's style is different.
12:09 everybody the way they do things are
12:11 different.
12:12 Um the honesty has to be
12:14 there cuz we have to be holy and meek.
12:16 But it's a lot of these artists that
12:18 still in that mind frame like it's a
12:21 competition and some may say it but I
12:24 see it.
12:24 You know what I'm saying?
12:25 Cuz I have been in the streets rapping and you
12:27 know coming over to Christian rap world
12:30 I would think it'll be a little more
12:33 togetherness.
12:33 You know what I'm saying?
12:36 Really not like that's the thing that
12:37 nobody want to talk.
12:38 [clears throat] pull the scab off.
12:39 I got plenty of songs
12:40 about that because
12:42 there's no accountability.
12:43 So,
12:44 if I could be the one to speak out and
12:46 and address the situation, you see what
12:48 I'm saying?
12:49 Accountability is very needed.
12:51 You know what I'm saying?
12:52 When it come down to know doing what you
12:53 supposed to do for the Lord because
12:55 if you start losing sight
12:57 of what's going on, then you'll start
12:59 losing your soul.
13:00 And then when other
13:01 people see that, if they discernment
13:03 ain't that conviction there, you that
13:05 gonna be blood in your hand.
13:07 You see what I'm saying?
13:09 So in this world of Christian rap music,
13:11 Christian hip hop, you have to be holy
13:13 and meek.
13:13 You got to be Christlike.
13:14 And you got to have that honor and integrity
13:16 among your brothers and sisters.
13:17 So that when
13:19 adversity do come, we'll learn to stick
13:21 together more
13:23 than versus trying to sit and look at
13:24 each other like competition.
13:25 Cuz the world already look at us different.
13:28 You know what I'm saying?
13:29 So shouldn't be it
13:30 shouldn't be bad seeds among our garden
13:33 trying to help other people grow in in
13:36 the Lord.
13:36 You know what I'm saying?
13:37 And that's my stand on it.
13:39 Like I wish now
13:40 it ain't everybody.
13:41 You know what I'm
13:42 saying?
13:42 But I I know I kind of got off
13:44 subject, but that's just how I got to I
13:46 am now.
13:47 I'm a little more direct.
13:48 I'm I'm brutally honest.
13:49 You know what I'm
13:50 saying?
13:51 And like I don't play game.
13:52 This is by God.
13:53 So I take God serious.
13:55 You know what I'm saying?
13:56 That's that's the maturity.
13:59 Yeah, man.
13:59 Like I I look back on where I
14:01 came from, bro.
14:01 I been dead.
14:02 So when I'm when we doing this work for the Lord, it
14:05 need to be all the way.
14:06 It don't need to
14:06 be no half here, half there.
14:08 We got to do this all the way because guess what?
14:10 What you see is what you see.
14:12 But what you when you go out in the public and
14:15 you doing these shows and you doing all
14:17 this, you know, social media promoting,
14:19 they looking at you.
14:20 People are looking for an example to follow when it come to
14:23 the Lord cuz we already one of the most
14:25 trash religion ever.
14:28 Everybody got something to say about Christianity.
14:31 Yeah.
14:31 They get burned up a lot.
14:34 Hell.
14:34 So why are we making it worse if
14:35 we got to be the example before people?
14:38 Because guess what?
14:39 Christian rappers are more on the front line than a
14:41 preacher in the pull pit.
14:42 You know what I'm saying?
14:45 Thanks.
14:44 Like our job is really 247, seven days a
14:47 week because we circulate.
14:48 You know what I'm saying?
14:48 We not just on Wednesdays
14:50 and Sundays.
14:51 We every day.
14:52 You know what I'm saying?
14:53 So
14:54 that's that's just my take on that.
14:55 You know what I just thought about?
14:56 I thought about, you know, like how we
14:59 have soldiers out here.
15:00 Uh cuz I shout
15:01 out to Cray man.
15:02 Cray
15:03 Oh yeah.
15:04 Uh one of his song made me cry.
15:05 Yours one of yours did too.
15:07 That closer did closer did for it just hit home.
15:10 You know what I'm saying?
15:11 Y'all make it relatable.
15:13 You know what I'm saying?
15:14 Like the early Christian rap wasn't as
15:16 good as what y'all doing?
15:18 You know what I'm saying?
15:18 And then two, have you ever
15:20 thought about why why is Christian
15:23 soldiers?
15:24 You got rappers everywhere,
15:26 but you don't have any like Muslim
15:29 rappers or I I haven't heard it.
15:32 You know what I mean?
15:32 Like, so what do you
15:35 think?
15:35 How do you think uh where do you
15:37 think Christian rap fit?
15:38 Do you think it
15:39 should just have the name?
15:41 Because I I don't think Christian rappers should say
15:43 they Christian rappers.
15:44 They should just be rappers, you know, without the having
15:48 to hold the title.
15:49 Do you think that's
15:50 important to title or
15:54 um I you know what I have had conversation
15:56 with or a couple my brother like that
15:58 and I have been convicted of that uh
16:00 putting a title on
16:02 um but it goes back to the word of being
16:04 when it tells you to be separate from
16:05 the world.
16:06 So
16:07 I look at it like, you know, being a
16:08 Chris rapper, it identify who I am.
16:11 Right.
16:11 You know what I'm saying?
16:12 Right.
16:12 Right.
16:12 I get it.
16:13 Yeah.
16:15 Polish spitters.
16:15 You got those, you got
16:17 uh gangster hip-hop rappers, you got uh
16:20 it's different levels.
16:21 Like they got different names.
16:23 And u and saying for me
16:26 saying I'm a Christian hip hop,
16:27 Christian rapper, is it letting you know
16:28 like look, I can say I'm a rapper, but I
16:32 want you to recognize that this is who
16:34 I'm representing.
16:34 I represent Christ.
16:36 You know what I'm saying?
16:37 So that's why I hold that title of I say I'm a
16:40 Christian rapper cuz and cuz I talk
16:42 about Christ.
16:43 I talk about salvation.
16:44 I talk about God.
16:45 And I understand what
16:46 you saying like yeah we should know just
16:49 kind of like dumb it down the rapper but
16:50 if we don't separate oursel from the
16:52 world then they'll think we're a part of
16:54 the world.
16:55 You know what I'm saying?
16:55 And you know, you just put that in the best
16:58 way possible cuz see on the f like if I
17:00 go to if y'all go to his Facebook, y'all
17:02 going to see it's going to say no sugar
17:04 coating Christian rapper.
17:06 Uh know who you are.
17:07 Knew know who you friended.
17:09 You know what I'm saying?
17:09 Know who you friended.
17:10 And you know what?
17:11 That's what younger gener
17:15 was born in like 86 something like that.
17:18 86.
17:17 Yeah.
17:18 Like Yeah.
17:18 I knew you was around
17:19 my cousin age.
17:20 Like, so the thing about
17:21 it is it's like a lot of younger guys
17:24 need to understand this.
17:25 You have to put
17:27 a a a stamp on what you stand for.
17:30 Otherwise, this world will take you and
17:33 make you whatever it want you to be.
17:35 And I'm happy you said that because I
17:38 believe Christianity from when I was a
17:41 child to now it it it sort of got
17:44 watered down by the devil because it's
17:46 like people come in and try to just give
17:50 all kinds of rules.
17:51 You know what I'm
17:52 saying?
17:52 Like they just start
17:53 incorporating things.
17:54 This ain't this ain't voodoo.
17:56 This ain't gumbo.
17:57 This is Christian Christianity.
17:59 You know what I'm saying?
17:59 This is about Jesus.
18:00 You know what I'm saying?
18:01 like and and I
18:03 think it's a lot of that uh you know
18:06 what I'm saying?
18:07 A lot of that that that
18:08 need to be addressed like what you
18:10 actually doing.
18:11 I don't want to look
18:12 like the devil and you know what I'm
18:14 saying?
18:15 You know what I'm saying?
18:15 Like one foot in, one foot out.
18:17 I think it's too much of that because y'all are
18:19 putting this
18:21 Yeah.
18:21 Y'all putting music out and it's
18:22 relatable.
18:23 Like the beats are the same.
18:24 Everything's the same.
18:25 Like it it's there.
18:27 But
18:28 it's like hold up though.
18:29 This is what we on.
18:31 You know what I'm saying?
18:32 And uh guys like yourself, D1, Bama, my boy
18:35 Buck, you know, y'all representing that.
18:37 Craggy, y'all representing that.
18:39 Um
18:40 Yeah, man.
18:41 Shout out to Buck and Craig,
18:42 man.
18:42 Shout out to them guys, man.
18:44 My brother for real,
18:45 man.
18:46 Yeah, man.
18:47 Yeah.
18:47 Like I was I was
18:48 listening to your stuff, man.
18:49 I slept on my own cousin album for a minute, man.
18:52 when I got into the rabbit hole of who
18:54 you were and what you was doing and
18:56 stuff.
18:56 I I um I see that you you're a
19:00 leader and your message is good.
19:03 Uh do you perform a lot?
19:06 Uh yeah, man.
19:07 Um man, I can't say a lie
19:09 to you, man.
19:10 Last year I was booked up
19:11 for like a month and a half, like back
19:13 to back weekend.
19:16 Damn.
19:15 And uh yeah, man.
19:16 It was moving, bro.
19:17 Like and you know, and I you know, and
19:19 it's crazy because I add God for it,
19:21 bro.
19:21 Like cuz
19:24 I was working and like I when I get off
19:27 work I was going home you know then I
19:29 got to deal with sports so I I felt the
19:32 conviction like bro I'm I'm kind of like
19:36 in between not I read my word and then
19:38 I'm not like and then I started falling
19:41 like spiritually off with Christian rap
19:43 cuz it's like I needed to get stronger.
19:46 You know what I'm saying?
19:47 A lot of that
19:48 music back then was a lot of pain.
19:50 So when I started performing, I'm like,
19:52 "Okay, I see what you trying to do." And
19:54 I asked God, I was like, "Look, if you
19:57 put me in position to be, you know, I
19:59 can take care of my family.
20:01 I get back in the word deep, if you if you put me
20:05 in the right direction, you know, I do
20:07 what I need.
20:07 But I need to get back in
20:08 the word.
20:09 If you could make it fit, I'll
20:11 do it." Yeah.
20:12 So come uh May, it was it
20:14 was in May [clears throat]
20:17 and um my wife was like, "Why don't you
20:19 go back to school?" You know, I like a
20:21 think about that.
20:22 You know what I'm
20:22 saying?
20:22 So now I go back to school.
20:25 The army paying for it.
20:26 You know what I'm saying?
20:29 What?
20:29 Shows I'm in my world more.
20:31 And that's when I start and he booked me for a
20:33 whole month and a half.
20:34 God start working.
20:36 You know what I'm saying?
20:37 Right then and there.
20:38 Right then and there, man.
20:39 like and and that's that's when you know how I can
20:43 put it when you start doing like I ain't
20:46 saying bargain with God but it's like if
20:48 you trying your best to try to prove to
20:51 him he'll do it but you got to put the
20:54 work in put you in a position you see
20:56 what I'm saying
20:57 and uh I thank God for that man like he
20:59 really put me in position and I got
21:01 picked up for this tour um and you know
21:05 like I say I got booked up for like a
21:07 month straight month and a half straight
21:09 man.
21:09 And it was just I just started
21:10 getting out there more.
21:11 And then man, for real though, shout out to um Bam Boy
21:15 Buck, man.
21:16 He [laughter] don't get credit he
21:17 deserve, bro.
21:18 Like,
21:20 bro, that's I love that brother, man.
21:22 He don't get if I had the money, I would
21:24 throw a banquet for free.
21:26 Like, because he's the one that really kind of pulled
21:29 me in and made me stronger cuz he and
21:31 him had plenty of conversation cuz I had
21:33 wanted to give up.
21:35 You know what I'm saying?
21:35 because I reach out like I needed to.
21:38 And he pulled me in.
21:39 He like, "Look, bro, just
21:40 come to United.
21:41 We stand, you know, we
21:43 going to talk.
21:44 We going to show you."
21:45 And that's what he did.
21:46 You know what I'm saying?
21:47 I'm forever grateful for
21:48 Buck, man.
21:49 Man, that's because I love that boy so
21:51 much, man.
21:52 Love him like I love myself,
21:53 man.
21:55 Um, yeah.
21:56 Uh, well, the thing about
21:58 it is like h Okay.
22:00 How do you choose
22:01 production?
22:01 I seen that you had
22:02 production on other like like you use
22:06 other people's production and yours like
22:08 so what's up with that like
22:11 um you ain't greed
22:12 my songs
22:13 yeah and majority of my songs my beats I
22:16 make myself um shout out to my guys a
22:20 fam 63 um I I met them in college
22:24 I made them in college uh maestro uh sue
22:27 me strikes again I just know got hip to
22:30 him but Maestro, me and him went to
22:32 college at Russ College together back in
22:34 uh 05 06 and u he from Memphis and uh
22:38 both of them from Memphis and uh you
22:41 know what I'm saying?
22:42 We used to make
22:43 beat all the time man and uh he showed
22:46 me a lot about FL Studios and got it up.
22:48 So
22:49 yeah,
22:49 I've been doing all this by myself, you
22:51 know what I'm saying?
22:51 So whenever he sent a beat, you know what I'm saying?
22:53 I jump on him and I give him credit
22:55 because like he he shoot them beats out
22:57 me for free because he see the vision.
22:59 Matter of fact, I can't forget about my
23:01 brother um Javier husband.
23:03 Um he produced my This is me album.
23:06 So for me to click back, he got a lot of
23:08 stuff going on in his life right now.
23:10 But he produced my whole uh This is me
23:13 album is basically autobiography on wax
23:16 and um there somebody else uh that that
23:20 I'll be working with as producer wise.
23:22 Uh no, that those are the real only two
23:26 them the only two uh beside myself.
23:28 But probably about 90% of my production it
23:31 it comes from me.
23:32 That's what's up, man.
23:33 Cuz that's what I
23:34 know.
23:34 I was like, man, cuz when you
23:36 started posting beats, I was like, yo,
23:37 man, y'all better get these beats, man.
23:40 [laughter] Hey, man.
23:42 You got them player prices,
23:44 man.
23:44 Y'all get them beats, man.
23:45 I I was so happy that cuz uh I think Bama told
23:50 me that you made beats, right?
23:51 You know what I'm saying?
23:51 Cuz
23:53 it's a hit or miss.
23:54 I I know so many
23:55 artists, I be forgetting who do what
23:56 sometime.
23:57 You know what I mean?
23:57 Right.
23:58 But you in my playlist.
23:59 So like when it
24:00 dawned on me that you made beat.
24:01 That was the day I share you shared a beat or
24:04 something like that and then I say, "Yo,
24:05 he do make beats." I forgot this whole
24:08 catalog is his.
24:09 You know what I mean?
24:09 Like
24:10 that's something else.
24:11 Boy, you you go
24:12 in now.
24:13 Like that's like B say good
24:15 stuff about you all the time, man.
24:17 You like that's my brother.
24:18 You know what I'm saying?
24:19 I'm like
24:19 Yeah, that's my brother for real.
24:21 Shout out to Missionary L, man.
24:22 Y'all go cop that, man.
24:25 What?
24:25 And so I slept on I slept on it,
24:27 man.
24:28 Um
24:29 man, where that thing at,
24:30 man?
24:31 It's right here.
24:32 You know what I'm saying?
24:33 Yeah, it's right here.
24:34 Yeah, I slept on it for a
24:35 second, but whoa.
24:36 I hit him up one
24:38 morning.
24:38 I said, "Dog."
24:39 I said, "You spitting, C." Like,
24:41 cuz that's because you know what I'm
24:43 saying?
24:43 Like I expect him to do good and
24:45 you know how that be.
24:46 But when you really really like
24:49 buy into like damn cuz you you really
24:51 dope cuz I know you talented but he like
24:54 my little cousin big cousin than me
24:56 right now [laughter]
24:59 man bro so knowledgeable bro like when
25:01 you
25:02 humble and humble
25:04 bro what man bro the most humble man I
25:06 know bro
25:08 what
25:08 most humble man I know bro my dad that's
25:10 the most humble brother I met in my life
25:12 man
25:13 that boy man so Um, I think your style is sort of
25:18 like um cuz I I said pastor Tro toy
25:21 earlier because like you got mystical
25:23 pastor Troy, you know that energy style,
25:26 but do you feel like a preacher?
25:28 Like you preaching on wax?
25:31 Uh I I I think so.
25:32 I think more so it's
25:34 uh it's more of a testimony almost.
25:37 You know what I'm saying?
25:37 I look
25:39 other people lives and I I just want to
25:41 be that u that voice.
25:43 You know what I'm
25:43 saying?
25:44 that voice for people who going
25:45 through um you know people who who can't
25:48 really speak for theirel who's scared to
25:51 speak out for their self and uh and I'm
25:53 sorry about earlier I started rambing
25:55 what but Pastor Troy was one of my
25:57 biggest influences even
25:59 I love it I love him we got the only
26:00 tape store in Georgia tape CDs and all
26:03 that yeah
26:04 like I I learned off of him I mean I was
26:06 a fan of No Limit and Cash Money but
26:09 Pastor Troy one of them guys that uh he
26:11 was he didn't he wasn't afraid to out.
26:13 You know what I'm saying?
26:14 He wasn't afraid to be himself.
26:15 He wasn't afra he did what it took.
26:19 You know what I'm
26:19 saying?
26:20 And uh and I didn't realize I
26:22 sounded like him till somebody bring it
26:24 up to me.
26:24 I was just focusing on my
26:25 spirit and learning how to like know
26:28 release all that that like release my
26:31 spirit on track and let God and the Holy
26:33 Spirit work through me.
26:34 So
26:35 when you hear it, that's why it's so it
26:37 hits different.
26:38 You know what I'm
26:38 saying?
26:39 And when you listen like I can
26:41 feel this energy like and I pray before
26:44 I write.
26:44 I never write before I uh I
26:47 never spit before I uh write.
26:49 I always pray.
26:50 I ask God to move and move my
26:51 hand, bro.
26:52 And and what you hear is what
26:54 he gives me.
26:55 And so
26:57 other people I'm coming out with this
26:58 new album called Mental Health.
27:00 So
27:01 like stories about depression in the
27:04 ministry, stories about other people's
27:05 lives and how they going through it.
27:08 So, this album's going to be a little more
27:10 personal.
27:11 You know what I'm saying?
27:11 And this basically help our brother like
27:14 help my brothers who struggling to know
27:15 who God is.
27:17 Uh people who struggling in
27:18 the ministry to try to, you know, keep
27:20 going.
27:21 This is what this album is going
27:22 to be meant for.
27:23 You know what I'm
27:23 saying?
27:24 We're going to pull that scab
27:25 back.
27:25 We're going to let them know it
27:27 ain't all pieces and cream.
27:28 We still go through a struggle.
27:29 We still go through
27:30 trial.
27:30 We still go through pain.
27:32 We go through hurt.
27:33 You know what I'm saying?
27:34 And I just want to give a I just want to
27:36 put eyes on people to let people
27:38 understand like in this in this genre of
27:40 music and make it look easy because I'm
27:43 throwing out albums after album but it's
27:45 actually hard because at the same time I
27:48 don't have nobody to lean on.
27:50 You know all my brothers them in Alabama we stay
27:53 they all in Alabama.
27:54 So I'm up here
27:55 really by myself.
27:56 You know what I'm saying?
27:57 So when I get
27:58 around them you can ask them bro.
28:00 I get hyped bro.
28:01 I don't even want like after
28:02 I don't be want to perform.
28:03 I'm just hyping my brothers up.
28:05 You know what I'm
28:05 saying?
28:05 Cuz I I'm so be around my
28:08 people.
28:08 You know what I'm saying?
28:09 It's just such a blessing, bro, to know, you
28:12 know, United We Staying Crew.
28:13 It's just so It's so good to know that I'm not
28:16 alone.
28:17 You know what I'm saying?
28:18 Like,
28:19 and uh Yeah, man.
28:20 Like, I I just
28:22 I just wanna I just want to be that
28:24 beacon of light, man.
28:25 That beacon of hope for people, bro.
28:27 And uh I thank God
28:28 for continuing to use me how he using
28:31 me, man.
28:31 And you know, I get emotional,
28:34 man, about it cuz like I say, bro, it's
28:37 just a blessing.
28:38 I'm I'm grateful.
28:40 I'm really grateful.
28:41 Yeah.
28:41 I mean, it's your spirit on wax.
28:43 And And that's what that's the vibe I
28:44 get because I'm like, man, this is the
28:46 new form.
28:46 And I said this a long time
28:48 ago when uh Christian rap wasn't as far,
28:51 you know, like like back in the days
28:52 when it was just when people were trying
28:54 to figure out how to do this.
28:55 You know what I'm saying?
28:56 I said that is the new
28:58 form of preaching because people listen
29:01 to music more.
29:02 You know what I'm saying?
29:03 And then you can bring them to the Bible
29:06 so easy through your lyrics, through
29:08 your conviction, through your you all of
29:11 that because they want to know what part
29:12 of the B because y'all cuz like I know
29:15 with you and Bama, y'all throw it throw
29:17 a little bit in but y'all tell y'all
29:19 tell your testimony.
29:20 You know what I'm
29:20 saying?
29:21 But that brings you back to but
29:23 it's always going back to scripture.
29:25 That's what's different about y'all.
29:27 Um, you know what I'm saying?
29:28 You bring people back to scripture.
29:30 So, um,
29:31 I forget what I was trying I was trying
29:33 I was going with that because but do you
29:37 feel like um but do you feel like uh
29:40 it's the new form of preaching though?
29:42 Like
29:43 it it is uh it just like sky sake.
29:45 It's uh it's street gospel.
29:47 You know what I'm
29:48 saying?
29:48 Yeah.
29:49 The word tell you uh in the New
29:51 Testament, I can't remember exactly
29:54 where it was, but he tell us to go out
29:56 and teach the word to the world.
29:58 You know what I'm saying?
30:00 It don't matter what you doing, you can,
30:02 you know, as long as it's in spirit and
30:04 truth.
30:05 And way rap music, like way music work,
30:07 it can't it necessarily ain't got to be
30:10 uh rap music.
30:11 I done seen jazz rap uh
30:12 jazz singers and um in this genre.
30:15 I seen rock, country, you know, anything
30:18 to get this word out because like you
30:21 say, man, man, music, music uh is
30:23 relatable.
30:24 You see what I'm saying?
30:25 And then music, you could put that in your
30:27 playlist like you said.
30:29 And I appreciate you uh for uh locking me in with you on
30:32 your playlist.
30:34 And you know, you know, and it could you
30:36 could have something to hold on to
30:38 instead of having to wait Wednesday
30:41 night for prayer meeting and Sunday for
30:44 church.
30:44 you can already have it in your
30:46 pocket.
30:46 So yeah, I would say it is a
30:48 form of preaching because we telling
30:50 God's word.
30:51 We out here like he would.
30:52 Only difference is we rapping.
30:54 You know what I'm saying?
30:57 Yeah.
30:56 Cuz uh I performed at clubs, man.
30:59 Like actual club.
31:01 Like shout out to Lex Luga.
31:04 I was down there in the club, bro.
31:06 Pre like you say preaching rapping.
31:09 You know what I'm saying?
31:10 Yeah.
31:11 And I was shocked like bro they
31:12 was so loud they was shaking the wall.
31:15 You know what I'm saying?
31:16 Walking with me.
31:17 You know what I'm saying?
31:17 But they just let you know how the Holy Spirit
31:19 work.
31:20 Yeah.
31:20 Cuz it in the club I bet it's
31:22 Yeah.
31:22 It's working working.
31:24 [laughter]
31:25 It work.
31:25 You know now you you planting
31:26 seed and I have got you know criticism
31:29 about it but I'm like bro you got to
31:31 think we got to go out there.
31:32 Jesus never hung with all the faithful people.
31:34 He hung with the worst of them.
31:35 You know what I'm saying?
31:36 He whipped the people in the church.
31:39 Yeah.
31:39 Like even though he did teach some
31:41 synagogues and stuff like that for
31:42 majority of his time it was amongst the
31:45 people.
31:45 You know what I'm saying?
31:46 He wanted to show them like look even
31:48 though I'm in flesh I still need to I'm
31:50 still with you.
31:51 I want you to understand
31:52 like I see what you going through.
31:54 Only thing you got to do is just listen to
31:55 me.
31:55 You know what I'm saying?
31:56 Follow me.
31:57 May seem hard sometime.
31:59 But even though they had doubt, they still stuck with
32:02 him and he kept showing them and showing
32:04 them and showing them until the end.
32:06 And then after the end, he showed him again
32:08 when he roll again.
32:10 So, you know, I try
32:11 to live my life Christ like as much as
32:13 possible, man.
32:14 You know what I'm saying?
32:15 And and and try to tell the the world
32:18 about the Lord without you having to go
32:21 to a Harlem preacher all the time or
32:23 teach all the time.
32:24 We got in this in
32:25 the kingdom there are there ain't no set
32:27 job when it come to preaching.
32:29 You know what I'm saying?
32:30 Like I said,
32:32 ministry,
32:31 music, ministry, it could be uh uh it
32:35 could be uh open mic.
32:36 It can be poetry.
32:38 It can be n it can it could be anything.
32:41 There's no restriction on ministry.
32:43 Hence to why we doing this unrestricted
32:45 tour.
32:46 You know what I'm saying?
32:48 Yeah.
32:48 Praise tour.
32:48 So it's no way that you
32:50 cannot just like David, right?
32:54 How they picked on him and they were
32:55 asking what is what kind of dance is he
32:57 doing?
32:57 You know what I'm saying?
32:58 and just rejoice in the Lord.
33:00 You know what I'm saying?
33:00 That's all they were doing.
33:02 Just rejoice in the Lord.
33:03 So, there's no restriction on how to praise God.
33:07 And I'm and I'm tired of like these I call
33:10 them Old Testament uh church.
33:12 I'm tired of seeing that.
33:15 Like, bro, especially with our younger generation, we got so
33:18 many kids like I I go to South 28
33:20 Baptist Church, right?
33:21 [snorts]
33:22 There ain't that many children in the
33:23 church no more like it were when we were
33:25 growing up.
33:25 They all in the streets.
33:27 You see what I'm saying?
33:28 So, and I'm I'm a
33:29 living testimony, bro.
33:30 I have brought a
33:31 lot of, you know, like youth back to the
33:33 church just by me going I Hey, bro,
33:36 check this out.
33:37 Hey, man.
33:38 You know, here go a t-shirt.
33:40 Scan the barcode on the
33:41 back and people hit me up like, "Bro, I
33:44 appreciate that, man.
33:45 I gave my life to
33:46 Christ." That's what it's about.
33:47 That's what's there's no limitation.
33:50 As long as you doing in spirit and truth,
33:52 there's no limitation on preaching, man.
33:55 Yeah.
33:55 You're right, man.
33:56 Yeah, because Yeah.
33:58 And man, I'm loving this message,
34:00 man.
34:00 Hey, [laughter]
34:02 I'm feeling God work through me, man.
34:04 This ain't me.
34:04 This all him.
34:05 You should, man.
34:06 And I and I try to
34:07 tell, you know, some of my friends, uh,
34:09 you know, you I'm believing this the
34:11 book of Matthew.
34:12 Don't quote me on this,
34:13 but when the disciples asked Jesus, you
34:16 know, what what should I say or
34:18 whatever, he say, just wait till you get
34:20 there.
34:21 The Holy Spirit had put words in
34:23 your mouth.
34:24 And that's what moment we
34:26 having right now.
34:26 And that's why I'm
34:27 opening up.
34:28 You know what I'm saying?
34:28 Letting you just go.
34:29 You know what I'm
34:30 saying?
34:30 [laughter] [music]
34:38 We stay.
34:45 No, I can't [music] go.
34:49 No, I can't let
34:50 you go.
34:52 No, I can't [music] hear your
34:55 flow.
34:55 No, now I can't make you compl
34:59 [music] [music] your feelings.
35:08 No, I can't watch you.
35:11 I can't watch [music] you fall to the
35:13 devil.
35:15 I can't tell you lies about him.
35:18 I'm trying to help you make it up [music] to
35:19 God.
35:20 It's the word of your life.
35:22 They show you the crow.
35:24 I can't turn [music] on the word.
35:27 I can't go.
35:28 I can't go and run word.
35:31 If your business get hurt, see that's
35:32 the vision.
35:33 [music] Your spirit is dying.
35:35 What's to the list?
35:37 Your salvation [music] on the
35:38 line.
35:39 Please change.
35:40 Don't let the devil
35:41 wear break the chain.
35:44 Don't worry about lost your image.
35:45 It mean [music] nothing.
35:47 Your identity with Christ is a
35:49 problem.
35:50 understand that [music] I'm
35:51 coming in peace.
35:53 I can't judge you, but
35:54 the word I must speak.
35:56 If I did, I
35:58 [music] be quiet.
35:59 I can't stop what I'm
36:00 doing.
36:01 This my life.
36:03 I can't sugar come.
36:05 [music] No, I can't let you go.
36:09 No, I can't handle your feelings.
36:12 No, I can't watch you the [music]
36:17 sugar cold.
36:18 No, I can't let you go.
36:21 No, I can't.
36:23 [music] No, I can't.
36:28 My brother something [music] like the
36:29 Wayne brothers from a different mother.
36:31 Got to watch each other.
36:33 I'll be a baby,
36:34 [music] not a friend.
36:35 I don't tell the
36:36 truth.
36:36 Let you hang yourself.
36:38 That's not what brothers do.
36:39 Won't let you fall
36:40 [music] on your face.
36:41 Not alone with you
36:43 through the rain to help you carry on.
36:46 Quest mean nothing [music] with no
36:47 accountability.
36:49 I'm countable to you.
36:50 You accountable [music] to me.
36:52 Catch you when you fall.
36:53 Slipping out of option.
36:55 Devil come against you.
36:56 I'mma get the praying on my knees.
36:59 [music] When I talk
37:00 about you to other folks when you're
37:02 going through nobody should know.
37:04 Yeah.
37:05 [music] Phone call away.
37:06 All you got to
37:07 do is pick it up.
37:08 Don't let the devil
37:09 beat you up.
37:10 Put you in the run.
37:12 Don't care about your feelings.
37:13 Care about [music] your soul.
37:15 You can man if you
37:16 want to.
37:17 I'mma let you know the truth.
37:18 No, I [music] can't.
37:21 Sugar come.
37:22 No, I can't let you go.
37:25 [music] No, I can't
37:28 feel.
37:29 No, I can't.
37:32 Uh, had hit me up.
37:33 I was checking out.
37:34 He had play my song.
37:35 You know what I'm
37:36 saying?
37:36 All right.
37:37 I had tap in over there real quick.
37:39 What was it?
37:40 Um, what was what was the
37:42 name?
37:42 Was it the uh the people from the
37:44 war room?
37:46 Was it that one?
37:48 Uhuh.
37:48 Um I I was on there.
37:50 I was over there last night.
37:51 Um I had came in late,
37:53 man.
37:53 I've been super busy, bro.
37:54 Like I'm I'm working with some new equipment and
37:57 stuff and like
37:58 you know, and then with interview with
37:59 you, uh school stuff like I'm like they
38:02 they hit my email and I hear a thing,
38:04 I'm like, "Oh, I got to help get over
38:06 there." You know what I'm saying?
38:07 [laughter] Help, bro.
38:08 I'm all over the place, man.
38:10 Like it just don't stop here.
38:11 You know, I'm all over the place, man.
38:13 Yeah, man.
38:14 I um I appreciate you even
38:16 making time for this because see, next
38:17 week I'm g, you know, it's monograph.
38:19 So, next week I'm gonna be out there.
38:21 You know what I'm saying?
38:22 So, I was like, let me get these shows for next
38:25 week out the way and let me Yeah.
38:28 Get out of town, man.
38:29 Like, I gotta come out
38:31 there, man.
38:32 Um I see No Boundaries
38:34 Entertainment, man.
38:34 What is that?
38:36 Um, it's a label um that me and my cousin
38:40 had created back in the days.
38:41 Um, it basically was like, you know, it ain't
38:44 nowhere we can go and ain't nothing we
38:46 can't do.
38:47 So, you know what I'm saying?
38:48 There ain't no boundaries, man.
38:49 The name kind of really speak for itself.
38:51 You know what I'm saying?
38:53 Yeah.
38:53 And, um, I want to know how you
38:57 come up with the name Prince Pey.
38:58 Where'd you get the name Prince?
39:00 All right.
39:01 So the way that worked was uh
39:03 at the time Huggie B was known as the
39:07 king of the s
39:08 uh shout out to him.
39:09 I think he's from
39:10 uh the Hazbury area around here.
39:12 And I was like, you know what?
39:14 Why just be prince?
39:15 You know what I'm saying?
39:16 At first I was Prince Pete.
39:18 But then my uncle, my uncle Jane, he the one gave me
39:20 the name Pety cuz my nickname back in
39:23 the hood was Peanut.
39:24 You know what I'm
39:25 saying?
39:25 [laughter]
39:27 Pety Pet.
39:28 And I'm like that got a nice
39:29 little ring to it.
39:30 He know what I'm
39:31 saying.
39:31 So I was like, you know, Prince
39:33 Peter, you know what I'm saying?
39:34 So now that's what it meant back then.
39:36 But now it means like I'm a I'm a I'm a like I'm
39:40 a prince up under the father now.
39:42 You know what I'm saying?
39:42 Like he's I'm prince I'm his son.
39:45 You know what I'm
39:45 saying?
39:45 So now it has a different
39:46 meaning
39:48 to the name Prince Peter.
39:49 You know what I'm saying?
39:50 I don't
39:51 I don't overstep my boundary with the
39:52 father.
39:53 You know what I'm saying?
39:53 I can't call myself King Peter when I'm
39:56 in, you know what I'm saying?
39:57 When I'm acknowledging my father.
39:58 You know what I'm saying?
39:59 Yeah, [laughter] totally understood.
40:02 And that's dope too.
40:02 Yeah,
40:03 the name grows.
40:04 You know what I'm
40:05 saying?
40:07 Um I see um your style though, like back
40:10 to your style.
40:11 This is what I wanted to
40:12 say.
40:12 Your style though, although Yeah, I
40:15 can give a reference to say like it sort
40:18 of sound like this a little bit.
40:21 It's a Mississippi style.
40:22 That's the Mississippi style.
40:25 like a lot of crunk
40:26 music and even the stuff that's up in
40:29 Memphis.
40:29 I'm dead serious.
40:30 I think it was rooted in Mississippi.
40:32 I think a lot
40:32 of music because you know like even
40:34 Notorious B.I.
40:35 that the B1 that that
40:37 thing that Biggie got that from um a
40:40 dude in Mississippi
40:42 we the birthplace of music.
40:43 Yeah.
40:44 Ain't that crazy, man?
40:45 Like it's a lot of stuff.
40:46 Like crunk music.
40:47 Crunk music is that's miss that's Mississippi
40:50 flavor.
40:50 That's state swag.
40:51 Like if I'm in Ocean Springs Moss Point.
40:54 Yeah.
40:54 Oh yeah.
40:55 So what I'm saying?
40:55 Like back in the day
40:56 that's what we was on.
40:58 Yeah.
40:58 Most definitely.
40:59 Most definitely, man.
41:00 Yeah.
41:00 So I love your style.
41:01 You represent you represent Mississippi like
41:04 a mug, man.
41:05 Like love it, bro.
41:07 And and that's why I love you so much, man.
41:09 Like your music.
41:10 Like seriously, like it give
41:13 you Mississippi vibes.
41:14 Like you bring them there and then like when you start
41:18 talking, they as an adult, you want to
41:21 hear that.
41:22 That's what you want to hear.
41:23 like, you know what I'm saying?
41:24 Like, and then a lot of your songs is dealing
41:27 with convictions, you know what I'm
41:28 saying?
41:29 Like, and the things you had to
41:31 overcome, stuff like that.
41:32 So, like, I love your style, man.
41:34 Um,
41:35 thank you.
41:35 Appreciate that.
41:36 Thank you.
41:37 So, the So, now I'm done with the cookie
41:40 cutter questions that I had.
41:42 [laughter] You know what I'm saying?
41:46 Okay.
41:48 The um the Drewie skit.
41:50 Drew skit.
41:52 How did that impact what's going on right
41:54 now in the church, bro?
41:56 And into and to the kids,
41:58 you know?
42:01 I really I wasn't really trying to
42:02 really pay attention to it, but my
42:04 opinion of it is is that uh I remember
42:09 like Flynn stories in the Bible where it
42:11 speaks on like basically just shortening
42:13 it up like uh the truth can come from a evil like a
42:18 from a a sinner's mouth, from an evil
42:19 person mouth.
42:20 So when God uses people and it exploits
42:27 things that's been hidden,
42:30 it's more acceptable from people who who
42:33 live like the world if like for example
42:36 like like Drew Drew I don't know his
42:39 walk with God or however but he's a
42:41 comedian.
42:42 Now, before all this, we had
42:44 uh we had Eden Murphy doing it with uh
42:48 with uh Vampire in Brooklyn.
42:51 Oh, yeah.
42:51 You did.
42:52 Sure did.
42:53 Sure did.
42:53 Yeah.
42:54 You know what I'm saying?
42:55 We had it with
42:56 uh don't be a men of South Central while
42:58 drinking your juice in the hood.
43:00 We had it with that.
43:02 Um and we had it with a bunch of more.
43:03 And back then it was common.
43:05 It wasn't a big deal.
43:06 But see, when it when it gets
43:07 to a point where like in this day and
43:09 age with digital media is everything,
43:12 when you got somebody like Juska who's a
43:14 high powered, you know, comedian and
43:17 skit comedian,
43:19 it once you start, like I say, once you
43:21 start pulling that scab off that show
43:23 the real true part of these hypocritical
43:26 preachers that's doing this stuff,
43:30 they followers tend to lose sight on
43:32 what's the actual message.
43:34 Yeah.
43:35 Um I personally don't think that he was
43:38 mocking God.
43:38 It was more directed in the
43:40 foolishness that's going on in these
43:42 churches.
43:43 You see what I'm saying?
43:44 I have dealt with no pastors like that
43:46 in my past.
43:47 And I know for I used to be
43:49 afraid to speak on it because I was
43:51 trying to respect the man of God, but as
43:54 I got older,
43:56 I started realizing like this is stuff
43:57 that needs to be addressed.
43:59 So I don't look at Drew Skill as disrespecting God.
44:02 This is what these people actually
44:03 doing.
44:04 And I at first like he was, you
44:06 know, when I started digging into it, I
44:08 was like, "Okay, well, he kind of
44:09 mocking God a little bit." But when I
44:11 start like really back to them videos
44:13 and start looking, he's talking about
44:15 the people cuz that's exactly what they
44:17 do.
44:18 Like you [clears throat] could go
44:19 every skit he did in there.
44:21 You can go to those videos and you can see exactly
44:25 what he's saying.
44:26 And it's time out for
44:27 people to be playing with God.
44:29 I commend you for because a lot of these people
44:32 don't do that.
44:32 And then you know for me
44:34 I I say like in my music I have exposed
44:38 no false prophets like that but me being
44:41 in the genre I mean people don't hardly
44:42 listen to it.
44:43 So when you got a broader
44:44 audience I commend him for that.
44:46 Only thing I would have wish Duski would do
44:48 it would take that and flip that for
44:50 himself and for his own salvation so
44:52 he'll know what not to do.
44:54 Change his ways when it's time for God to put his
44:57 hands on and make it a little more
44:59 impactful and be a little more positive
45:02 in what he doing to show like hey yeah I
45:04 don't expose it but you know I can
45:07 change too.
45:08 You can change the
45:08 narrative.
45:09 You know what I'm saying?
45:10 Anybody can try.
45:10 I tell in um in my I
45:12 tell my music like I and when I talk to
45:14 people I don't force God on nobody.
45:17 But if you alive and breathing, you still
45:18 got time.
45:19 And when I see stuff like
45:20 that, Dusk, he had to had a he had to
45:22 had a conviction.
45:23 Even though it's comedy, he had to had a conviction cuz
45:26 sometimes when people see stuff like
45:28 that and they start acting out on it,
45:30 even though it's just jokes and stuff,
45:31 people conviction get on to it.
45:33 They tired of seeing it too.
45:34 Even though, you know, they may be doing they da dab in
45:37 the world, but sometimes you got to call
45:39 a spade a spade.
45:41 Yeah.
45:40 You know what I'm saying?
45:42 Like I said, I commend him for it.
45:43 Like he ain't did nothing wrong in my you
45:45 know what I'm saying?
45:46 He doing exactly what we rapping about.
45:48 He just got a
45:48 broader audience.
45:49 You know saying and
45:50 they be exposed because [snorts]
45:53 though a lot of them mega preachers,
45:54 they got blood on their hand leading
45:56 people the wrong way.
45:57 You know what I'm saying?
45:59 Yeah.
46:00 Yeah.
46:00 They you putting people lives and
46:01 salvation at stake.
46:03 You know what I'm
46:03 saying?
46:04 And it's it's foolishness to try
46:06 to ask for $1,000 and you closing doors.
46:10 You know what I'm saying?
46:10 I can't remember that preacher name.
46:12 You know, like off top, but I remember that video.
46:14 I was like,
46:15 talk about
46:17 Yeah.
46:17 Like you don't you don't do stuff
46:19 like that because then you will start
46:21 leading people astray to make it seem
46:22 like prosperity get you to heaven when
46:25 it's not.
46:25 You got to repent, get
46:27 baptized, and and claim the Lord as your
46:29 savior.
46:30 You know what I'm saying?
46:31 to to make it to heaven.
46:33 And you know what I'm
46:34 saying?
46:34 You gota that's the that's the
46:36 law.
46:37 You know what I'm saying?
46:37 You got
46:38 a few simple steps
46:40 that been the same,
46:43 you know?
46:44 Like that's what's crazy.
46:45 It's like they detour that message so bad.
46:48 Like it's like because you could take a
46:50 clip, you could take one small clip and
46:52 they it can be slapped out of context,
46:53 but it's who it's coming from and that's
46:55 what's happening.
46:57 And
46:58 and that's my take on the Juski skit,
47:00 too, because I think he I think he a
47:01 Christian.
47:02 I really do.
47:02 I I thought he
47:03 was, you know, he wrote, you know, like
47:05 I could kind of relate to him.
47:07 But I didn't take it in a bad way
47:09 either.
47:10 I think it was kind of, you
47:11 know, like it's some parts of the video
47:13 I just was like, nah, bro.
47:14 You shouldn't do that.
47:16 But
47:18 yeah,
47:17 I get the point.
47:19 You know, the little section
47:20 blood on the shoes and stuff like don't
47:22 do.
47:23 Yeah, we ain't playing like that.
47:25 I mean, but they doing that though.
47:26 But exactly,
47:28 you know what I'm saying?
47:29 Like it you just look at it like your spirit like
47:30 you say you get convicted like man that
47:32 ain't right.
47:32 But he telling the truth
47:34 like [laughter] how can I you know what
47:36 I'm saying?
47:36 Like how can I like say that
47:38 ain't right but you he just prove like
47:41 that's what they do.
47:42 Like
47:43 they preach prosperity ain't no more
47:44 fine brimstone bro and it lead people to
47:47 hell.
47:47 You know it is because you know
47:49 how many ignorant people who don't know
47:51 nothing about nothing who would have
47:53 came to the Lord this year or
47:56 you know but but because of they seen a
47:58 clip on social media of the pastor
48:01 actually locking the doors
48:04 until he get enough money up.
48:06 They see that and they just be turned off.
48:09 Yeah.
48:09 You know what I'm saying?
48:09 Like that led 50 million people that way because
48:13 they said, "Oh, that's what that's
48:14 about.
48:14 I was just getting ready to go
48:15 there, but I ain't going there now.
48:17 I'm tell man.
48:18 I'm telling you, bro.
48:19 Shout out to uh what what pastor name from uh
48:22 I think it's 2018, bro.
48:24 That pastor there, man.
48:26 He Well, let me tell you
48:27 something.
48:29 He with that word.
48:30 That's what we need.
48:31 You know what I'm saying?
48:32 And I idolize I ain't going to say I idolize him.
48:34 I look up.
48:35 But I get I get what you're saying.
48:36 Yeah.
48:37 Like
48:38 he kind of like me.
48:38 He's just up in the
48:39 pool pit.
48:40 He ain't sugar coat.
48:41 He going to tell you how it is.
48:42 If you don't do
48:43 this, this is what going to happen.
48:44 I used to be like this.
48:46 I'm still struggling.
48:47 I'm not telling you.
48:48 I'm not preaching at you.
48:50 I'm preaching to save
48:51 you.
48:51 You know what I'm saying?
48:52 I'm trying to teach you.
48:53 You know what I'm
48:53 saying?
48:54 And and I man, I give more.
48:56 I bro, I watch him every day.
48:58 Like I I I get them
48:59 skits, bro.
48:59 I show my kids.
49:01 You know what I'm saying?
49:01 And his motivation for me to keep going cuz now
49:04 we, you know, he stepping out like I'm
49:06 step like he woke up.
49:08 You know what I'm saying?
49:09 I woke up.
49:09 So I relate to him like cuz he don't sugar
49:12 coat.
49:12 And that's more that's what we
49:13 need.
49:14 We need more of that.
49:15 You know what I'm saying?
49:16 We used to the old way
49:17 of preaching with the
49:20 like, bro, we need to be taught.
49:22 You know what I'm saying?
49:24 Yeah.
49:24 We need to be taught.
49:25 It ain't nothing wrong with that.
49:26 You know, with how they
49:27 preaching, it ain't nothing wrong with
49:28 that, but we need to be taught.
49:30 You see what I'm saying?
49:31 Like
49:31 the Holy Spirit going to move
49:32 regardless, right?
49:34 We need to be taught.
49:35 You know what I'm
49:35 saying?
49:35 A lot of the preachers, they
49:36 read a couple scripture, they give you
49:38 their opinion on it, and then they go
49:39 into they, you know, where they huffing
49:41 and puffing.
49:42 Like I said, I ain't got no
49:43 problem with it.
49:43 For me, I done dealt
49:44 with that a lot.
49:45 I want to be taught.
49:46 Yeah.
49:46 You know what I'm saying?
49:47 Less preaching and more teaching.
49:49 Exactly, bro.
49:50 I don't want to
49:52 wait.
49:52 You know what I'm saying?
49:53 To get the word.
49:54 And then, and true enough,
49:56 I study for my own, you know, and show
49:58 myself approved.
49:59 But at the same time,
50:00 if we up in, you know, if you up in that
50:02 pull pit,
50:03 like my pastor Picasso, he teaches, you
50:06 know what I'm saying?
50:07 And that's what I
50:07 love cuz he teach that word.
50:09 You see what I'm saying?
50:10 That's what I need.
50:10 I feel more conviction through the
50:13 teaching than the huff and the puff.
50:15 You know what I'm saying?
50:16 Yeah.
50:16 Me too.
50:17 Me too.
50:18 Like cuz I need we need to learn his
50:20 word.
50:21 You know what I'm saying?
50:21 We need to understand this word.
50:22 We need to broke down especially for people like
50:25 you said ear like for people who just
50:27 now starting a journey with Christ.
50:30 Yeah.
50:29 You know what I'm saying?
50:30 They still babies.
50:31 I like I would I'm still kind of
50:33 a baby in the spirit.
50:34 You know what I'm
50:35 saying?
50:35 So we we still need to be
50:38 holding each other accountable and being
50:39 taught the right way instead of just you
50:41 getting a scripture and then we we we
50:43 leave from and then we get happy, we
50:44 catch the Holy Ghost, we crying, we
50:46 snotting everywhere.
50:47 But when we leave
50:48 the church, we didn't really learn that.
50:50 No,
50:50 you know what I'm saying?
50:51 We need to be back next week for the
50:53 same message.
50:55 Exactly.
50:55 You know what I mean?
50:56 Yeah.
50:57 Exactly.
50:58 [snorts] Um so the uh FOMI
51:02 uh performance and graduation what what
51:05 is that?
51:05 Can you explain that to me?
51:08 It's basically um they were recognizing
51:11 um men and women of the of the gospel.
51:14 Um, like I said, you had people who
51:16 doing jazz, uh, Christian hip hop,
51:19 poetry, uh,
51:23 choir, country.
51:24 I think it was a rock,
51:26 uh,
51:27 it was like a rock category, stuff like
51:29 that.
51:29 And then we was, uh, we graduated
51:32 from there because of, uh, I got it
51:35 right here.
51:35 Uh, certificate of training
51:37 completion.
51:38 uh we met our requirements
51:39 that pertain to the IU
51:42 test NFA University and it's a
51:45 certificate for basically being
51:48 ministers of the word that basically
51:50 what is you know being graduated through
51:52 they program by being a part of it hence
51:55 to a lot of us got picked up through
51:57 that so that's how we got pulled into
51:59 the Torah because they recognized and
52:01 they gave honor to God for putting us on
52:04 the platform giving honor to God and
52:06 putting God in us to be out there to
52:09 teach the word to help them spread the
52:11 word more and being a part of this
52:13 family of Enterprise like uh how did you hook up with that?
52:27 How'd you get that?
52:29 Um I got pulled in um through Apostle
52:33 Black.
52:33 She's like my spiritual mother.
52:37 Mhm.
52:36 And out of law, Mississippi and Apostle
52:39 M, uh, she was the one.
52:42 Matter of fact, I remember the day that my first that
52:45 was down there, she pulled me in like,
52:47 look, we want you to be a part of it.
52:48 And she prophesied over me and it
52:50 happened.
52:50 You know what I'm saying?
52:51 So, I'm kind of like, hey, son's not in that
52:54 church.
52:54 So, with the S radio deal, it
52:56 was more on the lines of like, you know,
52:59 teaching to the youth, putting the word
53:01 out there.
53:02 You know what I'm saying?
53:04 And just, you know,
53:06 basically being a part of a a ministry
53:08 team that's powerful because Soul Radio
53:11 is powerful.
53:11 They everywhere.
53:12 Like they was in Georgia the other day.
53:14 They was in I think they was in Oregon the other
53:16 day.
53:17 So they it's bas Radio is basically
53:19 a platform for independent Christian rap
53:21 artists, singers, in the gospel singers,
53:24 people like that that they acknowledge
53:26 to spread this word in all shape forms
53:28 and fashion.
53:30 H that's dope.
53:31 That's dope.
53:31 Yeah, cuz I seen I was I was trying to follow Yeah.
53:34 where they was from and all that.
53:35 I was like, "What?"
53:37 Yeah.
53:37 From Laura, Mississippi.
53:38 Yeah, that's what's up, man.
53:40 Like, shoot.
53:40 So, man, you be staying busy,
53:42 man.
53:42 Like, what how do you how do you
53:45 balance family life and your profession?
53:52 Um, like I said, I'm in school now.
53:54 So, uh, a lot of times I got a lot of time
53:57 in the mornings once I get done with my
53:59 assignments and then I'll start like
54:01 working on my music or like if something
54:03 need to be done around the house, I'll
54:05 do that.
54:05 Uh, taking in like certain
54:08 interview, getting dates set out to the
54:10 side and then when my kids get home, my
54:12 all my attention is on them.
54:14 So, when I get them full and get done with their
54:17 homework and they get tired of me, I go
54:19 back out the door.
54:20 Well, I lie.
54:20 I go spend some time with my wife.
54:22 Yeah.
54:23 [laughter] She get tired of me.
54:26 I come out to the
54:27 studio.
54:27 You know what I'm saying?
54:28 [laughter] [gasps]
54:33 Yeah.
54:33 Yeah.
54:34 You better throw that in
54:35 too, man.
54:36 She going to watch this
54:37 interview, bro.
54:38 Like, come on.
54:38 [laughter]
54:39 Yeah, man.
54:40 So, that that's how you know
54:42 I balance everything out.
54:43 Uh, I try to
54:44 stay at least two weeks to a month ahead
54:46 of time with like scheduled events and
54:48 stuff and let my wife know and we'll
54:50 make a plan and, you know, we get
54:52 everything in order and then we we
54:54 execute.
54:54 Or I don't like last minute
54:56 stuff.
54:57 I like uh the army got me like
54:59 that.
54:59 I like to be prepared well ahead
55:01 of time.
55:02 That way if something goes
55:03 wrong, I got a plan A, B, and C.
55:04 You know what I'm saying?
55:06 My time I'm with my kids, but
55:09 when I'm in the studio, I'm locked in.
55:10 Like I may do f I might write five songs
55:13 in an hour.
55:14 You know what I mean?
55:15 For in an hour.
55:17 Hey, I can write five songs in an hour
55:19 and I can without mixing them.
55:21 I could do them probably in another
55:24 four to five minutes maybe.
55:27 Damn.
55:29 Yeah.
55:28 Well, your workout crazy.
55:31 That's that's beyond Tupac cuz you make
55:33 beats too.
55:34 You know what I mean?
55:36 Yeah.
55:36 Like with the beats, my kids come
55:37 outside with me with the beats cuz now
55:40 they they want to learn how to make
55:41 beats.
55:41 So in my uh in my studio, my shed
55:44 where I'm in now, I turned it into a
55:46 studio.
55:46 I'm going to u actually clear
55:48 out a spot for my next to my older boy.
55:50 He I bought him a laptop.
55:52 I gave him FL
55:53 Studio.
55:53 So now he want to be a producer
55:55 while next to my baby boy.
55:57 He want to be
55:58 a uh he want to be a singer.
56:00 He want to be a rapper, but he don't know what he
56:02 want to be.
56:02 You know what I'm saying?
56:03 And so
56:04 I think he want to be a beat maker too
56:06 cuz he downloaded his beat app on off of
56:08 line whatever and then my baby boy does
56:10 the same and my older boy band.
56:12 So the music is
56:15 it's a B it's a B.
56:17 Yeah.
56:17 Well at least it's it's good that
56:19 they like music.
56:21 Yeah.
56:21 Well defin make it convenient.
56:23 Yeah.
56:25 Um because music is like a
56:26 language that people don't understand.
56:28 like those vibrations you just can't
56:30 we'll always have some type of music
56:33 going on forever like you know
56:37 um but yeah man so like do they how is
56:40 it teaching them or do they just pick up
56:43 or do they try to do it theirel how that
56:45 how is that
56:47 um with the program I let them kind of
56:49 like learn theirself and then the stuff
56:51 that they don't know I teach you know
56:53 what I'm saying but I really want them
56:55 to get their feet wet first know get
56:57 used to the program and you know kind of
57:00 get a feel of what you want to do and
57:01 then when they actually have questions
57:04 instead of me answering that one
57:06 question I show them a whole ordeal
57:08 thing and then I will go back over back
57:10 and forth you know what I'm saying and
57:12 get them somewhat accurate
57:14 and to where they'll know what rhythm is
57:16 they know what BPMs is they know how to
57:18 use a metronome you know they know how
57:20 to you know layer it out you know what
57:22 I'm saying and just show them how to do
57:25 it cuz like uh I have a keyboard and
57:27 that's My baby boy, he kind of know how
57:29 to play it.
57:29 I don't know keys like that.
57:31 I just know about sound, but he's
57:32 getting to a point where he's starting
57:34 to learn keys independently.
57:38 They'll be beasts, man.
57:39 They gonna be beast, man.
57:41 Oh yeah.
57:42 Um, [clears throat] so man, like what you uh what you up
57:45 into, man?
57:46 How do you find time to watch
57:47 wrestling, man?
57:48 I know you watch
57:48 wrestling.
57:49 Oh yeah.
57:50 Yeah, most definitely.
57:51 [laughter]
57:53 Wrestling man, man.
57:54 Uh my kids like my
57:56 um my other three boys, they like it.
57:58 So like that's kind of like our abundant
58:01 time.
58:01 You know what I'm saying?
58:02 So 7 o'clock
58:04 we locking in.
58:04 You know what I'm
58:05 [laughter] saying?
58:09 So we just sp all day now we can sit
58:11 down and spend time.
58:12 You know what I'm
58:13 saying?
58:14 I seen I was like man look at his post.
58:16 I'm like oh no he he watching it.
58:19 I know they on it.
58:21 [laughter]
58:21 Yeah man.
58:22 that wrestler, man.
58:23 Do it ever come out to Mississippi like uh do they
58:26 ever come out there?
58:28 Um they used to do uh WWE live, but
58:32 since they've been doing overseas tours,
58:35 I don't I know they do a lot of dark
58:37 matches, but uh they used to come to
58:40 they they set they used to be on my son
58:42 birthday every year and um which was uh
58:45 January 21st at the Mississippi.
58:48 I think it's the Mississippi.
58:49 No, Coliseum.
58:50 No, it's in Jackson.
58:52 I think Mississippi call them in Jackson.
58:54 But uh yeah, they
58:55 used to go up there and do live shows
58:57 all the time and every year I want to do
58:59 it.
59:00 It would be my son birthday and he
59:02 don't like wrestling.
59:03 So it would be
59:03 unfair to like
59:06 man
59:05 celebrate.
59:06 No, like go up there and
59:07 wrestling.
59:07 I can't celebrate with him.
59:09 Oh, would it be unfair?
59:12 Yeah.
59:11 Like, boy, you better come over here.
59:13 [laughter]
59:16 Oh, no.
59:16 I just, you know, as I like to
59:19 be equal all around the board,
59:21 man, you better be mad.
59:23 I have thought about it.
59:24 I
59:25 Yeah, you thought about it.
59:27 [laughter]
59:27 We men, we men, we going to think about
59:30 it first.
59:30 We're like, well, nah, that
59:31 ain't a good idea.
59:33 [laughter]
59:34 You know, cuz I don't I don't want to,
59:36 you know, I don't want to say like I
59:39 don't want my kid to think that, you
59:41 know, I got a favorite.
59:44 I treat all my kids
59:45 the same.
59:46 You know what I'm saying?
59:46 Like, and then that's how, you know, I
59:48 want to keep it, man.
59:49 Even though my pride get in the way sometimes, you
59:52 [laughter] know, I take a step back and
59:54 be like, "That ain't right." Because I
59:56 don't want to hear, "Well, damn, you did
59:57 that for him and we didn't do this and
1:00:00 no, it gonna be equal all across the
1:00:01 board." And we just gonna keep it that
1:00:04 way.
1:00:04 [laughter]
1:00:06 Okay, man.
1:00:07 So, like I'm going through
1:00:09 your uh playlist and then uh so so I got
1:00:12 cautious cautious about my blessings.
1:00:14 What made you name that that?
1:00:17 Um it's it's basically like like I was
1:00:20 saying earlier, man, I done been through
1:00:22 so much, bro, and done so, you know,
1:00:25 done so much in my life to a point to
1:00:26 where like I used to I used to take my
1:00:29 blessings for granted.
1:00:31 And you know, I like when I was out
1:00:33 there in the world, bro, you know,
1:00:34 drinking, partying, going crazy.
1:00:36 and he was still just blessing me, bro, through
1:00:40 it all.
1:00:40 You know what I'm saying?
1:00:41 Like I didn't didn't really understand the true
1:00:44 meaning of what a blessing was.
1:00:45 So when I say uh and so when I made caution with
1:00:48 my blessing is it's basically saying
1:00:50 that, you know, I understand how valued
1:00:54 it is and on top of that how dangerous
1:00:57 it is.
1:00:59 Yeah.
1:00:58 You see what I'm saying?
1:00:59 cuz he can bless you and you keep playing with it
1:01:03 and he could take it to a point where
1:01:05 you will miss all your blessing.
1:01:07 So when he bless me now I take it real personal
1:01:09 because it's like you didn't even have
1:01:10 to do that for me.
1:01:12 You know what I'm saying?
1:01:13 So my only thing you want from me is to show some
1:01:16 appreciation and do right by it.
1:01:18 So I'm very cautious with my blessing.
1:01:20 Like even if I get
1:01:23 let's just say I get a financial
1:01:24 blessing, I may want to go buy
1:01:27 a soda, you know what I'm saying?
1:01:29 you know, I might want to buy, you know,
1:01:31 something that I don't need.
1:01:33 You know what I'm saying?
1:01:34 But I didn't realize
1:01:35 like, okay, that I got blessed with this
1:01:37 to put this in the house.
1:01:38 I got blessed with this to push this over here to pay
1:01:41 my tithe.
1:01:41 So, I always think before I
1:01:44 before I execute, I always sit down and
1:01:47 realize and think like, why did God
1:01:48 bless me with this?
1:01:49 You know what I'm
1:01:50 saying?
1:01:50 What do I need to do with it
1:01:51 before I make a move?
1:01:52 So, I'm always cautious with my blessing.
1:01:54 You know what I'm saying?
1:01:56 And like I say, even though
1:01:58 God bless me, the devil, he going to
1:01:59 test me.
1:02:00 So that's when they come into
1:02:01 that flesh.
1:02:03 You see what I'm saying?
1:02:05 So it's either it I'mma spend it on worldly
1:02:07 things or I'mma do the right thing
1:02:09 spiritually with it.
1:02:10 You know what I'm
1:02:10 saying?
1:02:10 So I always take the spiritual
1:02:12 route because once I know do when I do
1:02:15 get my blessing,
1:02:17 I bless others.
1:02:18 You know what I'm saying?
1:02:21 Yeah.
1:02:22 So
1:02:23 Well, yeah.
1:02:23 that and that song is is
1:02:25 it's that's one of those impactful ones.
1:02:27 That's I always got my little star on
1:02:29 like for the songs that I just love.
1:02:32 You know how you like can hit the little
1:02:34 star like yo play that one again.
1:02:35 That's one of my Yeah man.
1:02:38 And I always wonder why.
1:02:39 You know what I'm saying?
1:02:40 Like I kind of could get why
1:02:42 it was titled that whatever.
1:02:44 But that cautious by my bless.
1:02:46 Yeah.
1:02:46 I I I felt
1:02:47 it.
1:02:47 I feel it.
1:02:48 You know what I'm saying?
1:02:49 I felt it
1:02:50 in my own different way though.
1:02:52 It's always different than with the writer or
1:02:54 the rapper.
1:02:55 You don't have it ass.
1:02:56 You know what I'm saying?
1:02:57 Right.
1:02:57 Right.
1:02:58 So, I had to ask you about that, man.
1:03:00 Um, [snorts]
1:03:01 the song I don't care.
1:03:02 How did you get
1:03:03 to that point?
1:03:05 Um, man, you know how people talk down
1:03:08 on our way of faith, man.
1:03:09 Like, talk of faith, bro.
1:03:12 Like, oh man, white man did
1:03:15 this and it was did like this and man,
1:03:18 bro, I don't care about none of this.
1:03:21 [laughter] You know what I'm saying?
1:03:23 I don't care about none of that.
1:03:24 I know the [laughter] history of this word.
1:03:27 I know where it came from.
1:03:29 And and I ain't
1:03:30 trying to step on nobody else walk of
1:03:32 faith.
1:03:32 But I don't see nothing else
1:03:34 saying you got to go through the father
1:03:36 to get to heaven.
1:03:36 It's more than like,
1:03:38 you know what I'm saying?
1:03:39 Like self love, perservation.
1:03:41 Like I say, have no
1:03:42 problem with how you walking with God.
1:03:44 But you know, for me, I don't care if
1:03:46 you call me whitewashed, brainwashed,
1:03:48 bro.
1:03:48 I know what I feel.
1:03:50 I know.
1:03:50 [laughter]
1:03:51 I know what I feel.
1:03:52 I sp Christ Christ
1:03:53 for myself.
1:03:54 You know what I'm saying?
1:03:55 I know the power of the Lord, bro.
1:03:57 Like,
1:03:59 yeah.
1:03:58 That story I gave you earlier, that was
1:04:00 no joke of him.
1:04:00 That Holy Spirit hit me,
1:04:02 bro.
1:04:02 And I lost all my like I went limp,
1:04:05 bro.
1:04:06 Like, bro, I know the power of the
1:04:08 Lord.
1:04:08 I know the power in prayer.
1:04:10 I know exactly who God is.
1:04:12 And I know when I
1:04:13 read that word, bro, and I I pray for
1:04:16 stuff and it come true, I know who I'm
1:04:18 dealing with, [laughter]
1:04:20 right?
1:04:20 Like,
1:04:21 you know, it's a non-negotiable.
1:04:23 It's non-negotiable.
1:04:24 You [laughter] can say what you want.
1:04:25 You can bring me all
1:04:26 these document, bro.
1:04:28 I can show you some
1:04:29 document, too.
1:04:30 You know what I'm saying?
1:04:31 We This is more accurate.
1:04:33 You know what I'm saying?
1:04:33 God, everything that in that
1:04:36 word, bro, everything in that word is
1:04:38 coming true.
1:04:39 And I'm I'mma confess, man.
1:04:42 I'm going to tell you this, man.
1:04:43 So, this is before
1:04:45 like before I start a new season up
1:04:48 doing this.
1:04:48 Me and Bama were just
1:04:49 talking about this and I was telling
1:04:51 them I said like no matter what I
1:04:53 basically trying to let him know cuz he
1:04:54 my little cousin and I be having to be
1:04:57 careful that I say exactly what I need
1:05:00 to say to him.
1:05:00 You know what I'm saying?
1:05:01 The truth.
1:05:02 You know what I'm saying?
1:05:03 And I was just like, man, I might say a
1:05:05 lot of stuff, but I I hold my faith
1:05:08 right here.
1:05:09 Like when I get on camp like
1:05:11 you know what I'm saying?
1:05:12 That's not like my specific like I preach it my own
1:05:15 way like like after a while as a man you
1:05:18 get older and you learn.
1:05:20 Okay.
1:05:20 Yeah.
1:05:21 I don't care what everybody doing.
1:05:23 I don't care what everybody doing.
1:05:25 Bro, this this these the facts on me.
1:05:27 I ain't got to explain it to you.
1:05:29 If you don't want to hear it,[ __][ __]
1:05:31 it.
1:05:32 [laughter]
1:05:32 Yeah.
1:05:33 Right.
1:05:33 You feel me?
1:05:34 Hey,
1:05:35 bro.
1:05:35 Like I got Yeah.
1:05:37 I got stuff going
1:05:38 and look how I'm being blessed.
1:05:39 Like you ain't got to get none.
1:05:41 You ain't got to get none.
1:05:43 Like Yeah.
1:05:44 Like shoot man.
1:05:46 Man, I know.
1:05:46 I know who, bro.
1:05:48 I know what God been doing, bro.
1:05:49 Look at this,
1:05:50 bro.
1:05:50 I've been praying for a tour like
1:05:52 to get a bigger platform for the last
1:05:54 three years.
1:05:55 Look what happened.
1:05:58 Yeah.
1:05:57 You know what I'm saying, man?
1:05:59 Fact, this just came to me, bro.
1:06:00 I hate to I
1:06:01 hate to say it.
1:06:02 I got to say it, bro.
1:06:05 I told my partner the same thing.
1:06:07 He would wonder why, man, my music ain't
1:06:09 moving.
1:06:10 I said, "Bro, you got to look at
1:06:11 it like that right here.
1:06:14 If Jesus had to suffer and go through
1:06:16 stuff, bro, why you don't think we got
1:06:19 to?"
1:06:21 Thanks.
1:06:20 You see what I'm saying?
1:06:22 It may not come today.
1:06:23 It may not come
1:06:24 tomorrow, bro.
1:06:25 You got to keep going.
1:06:26 God gonna test you, bro.
1:06:28 Like, you think about it.
1:06:29 If you was in the world, we'll
1:06:30 still have money for liquor.
1:06:31 We'll have money to go part all the time.
1:06:34 Everything be paid.
1:06:35 Once you start walking with God, bro, it was already
1:06:37 foretold.
1:06:38 You gonna have to suffer a
1:06:39 little bit.
1:06:40 And what I mean by that is you got to
1:06:42 let you got to learn to let that flesh
1:06:44 die.
1:06:45 You see what I'm saying?
1:06:46 Start understanding spiritually to appreciate
1:06:48 it.
1:06:49 So when you keep going through these
1:06:50 trials, you could be a testimony to
1:06:52 somebody.
1:06:52 And then at the end of the
1:06:54 day, God going to bless you with more
1:06:55 than you thought you had.
1:06:57 See, we get so
1:06:57 caught up in thinking about, man, I
1:07:01 ain't got this.
1:07:01 I ain't got that.
1:07:02 But think about what you got that he gave
1:07:04 you that you need.
1:07:05 You got a you got
1:07:06 your bill of health.
1:07:08 You breathing.
1:07:09 You got a roof over your head.
1:07:10 Your family straight.
1:07:12 Your your car snow straight.
1:07:14 Your your finances may be wobbly, but
1:07:16 you got food to eat.
1:07:17 The things
1:07:18 to be appreciative of.
1:07:19 So when you going
1:07:20 through the that struggle and your trial
1:07:22 and tribulation, when he do bless you
1:07:24 with it, a lot of people don't get
1:07:25 blessed with a lot of money because he
1:07:26 already know what they going to do for
1:07:27 you.
1:07:28 When you do get blessed with it
1:07:30 financially, you do get blessed with
1:07:31 that beautiful house.
1:07:32 You will learn to
1:07:32 appreciate it.
1:07:34 Yes.
1:07:34 You see what I'm saying?
1:07:35 Going through the trial and
1:07:36 understanding how to get closer to the
1:07:38 Lord.
1:07:38 You understand what I'm saying?
1:07:40 Jesus, like say Jesus had to suffer and
1:07:42 die for this.
1:07:43 Yeah.
1:07:43 You see what I'm saying?
1:07:44 You got to suffer too.
1:07:46 Think about it, bro.
1:07:46 How will we learn
1:07:48 to appreciate what we have if we ain't
1:07:50 never had to struggle for?
1:07:52 Right.
1:07:52 We just g Yeah.
1:07:53 We gonna trample on it.
1:07:55 What?
1:07:55 What it say?
1:07:56 You never put a gold chain on a pig.
1:07:58 You know what I'm saying?
1:07:59 They going to trample.
1:08:00 So, got to suffer.
1:08:01 That's a part of
1:08:02 walking with God, bro.
1:08:03 You got to go
1:08:03 through these trials.
1:08:04 You got to be
1:08:05 strong enough because the thing about it
1:08:07 is a lot of people get blessed with a
1:08:09 lot of stuff and they forget.
1:08:11 Oh yeah.
1:08:11 God gave you forget.
1:08:13 God gave you that.
1:08:14 Then when you fall,
1:08:16 oh man, I can't believe it.
1:08:17 What have you done to show your appreciation for
1:08:20 God?
1:08:22 Yeah.
1:08:21 You know, like what have you done to say
1:08:23 thank you?
1:08:24 You know, a lot of people
1:08:24 don't say thank you for that and then
1:08:26 that's why they off.
1:08:28 I done seen bro
1:08:29 guys in my hood, you know what I'm
1:08:31 saying?
1:08:31 Become millionaires and they be
1:08:33 gone in a month.
1:08:35 Yeah.
1:08:35 They didn't give none of their time.
1:08:36 God bless what you had for so long and he
1:08:39 was still doing what you wanted to do.
1:08:41 And he just said, "All right, keep on."
1:08:43 And you just and boom, now you back the
1:08:46 way you were.
1:08:48 Yeah.
1:08:47 You know, and I appreciate it, bro.
1:08:48 I appreciate what I'm going through
1:08:50 because like I say, it took me three
1:08:52 years to get here.
1:08:53 You know what I'm saying?
1:08:54 And I appreciate it more because I had to
1:08:56 suffer.
1:08:56 You know what I'm saying?
1:08:57 I had to let my flesh die and let the spirit
1:08:59 rise.
1:09:00 You know what I'm saying?
1:09:00 So now I'm more humble than I ever been because
1:09:04 like I say, it may not happen today.
1:09:06 It may not happen tomorrow, but God bless
1:09:07 me to be here today and especially be
1:09:09 here in front of you.
1:09:10 You know what I'm
1:09:11 saying?
1:09:12 I appreciate it.
1:09:13 Oh yeah, it was definitely me.
1:09:15 I look I look at a little thing like
1:09:17 this right here.
1:09:18 This is gonna help a
1:09:19 lot of people.
1:09:20 You know what I'm saying?
1:09:21 I never thought in many years I'd be
1:09:22 called to do interviews, bro.
1:09:24 Really?
1:09:25 Really and truly cuz I feel like when I
1:09:27 was doing that work, I just felt like
1:09:28 nobody want to hear this.
1:09:30 You know what I'm saying?
1:09:31 But when people start reaching out, bro, and like
1:09:33 you
1:09:34 that spirit, you know what I'm saying?
1:09:35 I like I understand God.
1:09:37 I see what you
1:09:37 need me to do.
1:09:38 I see what you need.
1:09:40 spirit touched my heart to reach out to
1:09:42 you.
1:09:42 Somehow I got to start listening to
1:09:44 your music.
1:09:44 You know what I mean?
1:09:45 Like it just happened.
1:09:46 You can't explain it.
1:09:48 You know what it is though.
1:09:50 Planting the seed and watching it grow,
1:09:51 man.
1:09:52 Yeah.
1:09:52 You know what it is though.
1:09:53 And that's the thing about it, you know.
1:09:55 And that's why I say I'm I'm happy that you
1:09:58 know you can articulate this message in
1:10:01 a real way, a relatable way.
1:10:03 And I think that's the disconnect.
1:10:04 That's what caused that Drewuski skit moment or
1:10:07 whatever like that because the
1:10:08 disconnect it's like the elephant in the
1:10:10 room needed to be addressed.
1:10:12 So the real ones can the the people who's relaying
1:10:17 the message right can relay the message.
1:10:19 You know what I mean?
1:10:19 Because
1:10:22 uh Okay.
1:10:22 So please show me what was the
1:10:25 motivation behind that song.
1:10:27 Um man I was I was just going through a
1:10:30 lot man.
1:10:30 spiritual.
1:10:31 Um, you know, for me
1:10:34 personally, and I don't know about other
1:10:35 artists, you know, at certain times, you
1:10:38 know, it just feel like when you when
1:10:42 you think on your past and like you
1:10:44 think on like all the things God brought
1:10:46 you through, man, and and you doing this
1:10:48 ministry, it kind of
1:10:50 you feel like you're not worthy.
1:10:52 You know what I'm saying?
1:10:53 Feel like you're not worthy.
1:10:54 And and sometimes I do I do have those time even
1:10:58 though I know God walking with me.
1:10:59 But it's just the fact like
1:11:02 you know if I'm doing something wrong or
1:11:04 if I feel like I'm doing one wrong just
1:11:06 just show me just give me some type of
1:11:09 sign that I'm on the right path.
1:11:11 You know what I'm saying?
1:11:12 Cuz I don't want to disappoint my father, bro.
1:11:14 I don't want to like the words that I
1:11:16 speak.
1:11:16 I want it to be him and him
1:11:17 alone.
1:11:18 I don't want it to be me.
1:11:19 You know what I'm saying?
1:11:20 It ain't about what I think.
1:11:21 It's about what you want
1:11:22 me to say.
1:11:23 You know what I'm saying?
1:11:24 And I just I think was more of a love letter
1:11:27 to say like, "Look, I know I'm doing
1:11:28 this, but just please show me that I'm
1:11:30 I'm on the right path and and just and
1:11:33 pick me up if I'm falling.
1:11:34 Like, I don't want to disappoint you at all." You know
1:11:36 what I'm saying?
1:11:37 And I and I take that
1:11:38 dear salvation and my love for Christ,
1:11:41 man, and and for the father, bro, is
1:11:43 it's beyond this.
1:11:45 You know what I'm saying?
1:11:45 And I say, I
1:11:47 when I first started this journey, I
1:11:48 wasn't perfect, bro.
1:11:49 I was still, you
1:11:50 know, I was still struggling in the
1:11:52 world, bro.
1:11:52 Like I was still going to
1:11:54 clubs.
1:11:55 I was still doing all the
1:11:56 unnecessary stuff because I didn't have
1:11:57 a teacher.
1:11:59 You know what I'm saying?
1:11:59 I didn't have nobody there for me.
1:12:01 You know what I'm
1:12:01 saying?
1:12:02 I'm know I'm walking with God.
1:12:03 And then sometime get hard and my flesh
1:12:05 take control.
1:12:06 And and now I'm in a
1:12:08 position now.
1:12:09 You know what I'm saying?
1:12:10 Where I'm just I woke like he woke me up
1:12:12 like he showed me like, bro, it's okay.
1:12:15 You know what I'm saying?
1:12:16 But I still had that like God, I don't want to
1:12:19 disappoint you.
1:12:19 Like just keep showing
1:12:20 me what I need to do.
1:12:22 You know what I'm
1:12:22 saying?
1:12:22 Keep making me strong.
1:12:23 Keep putting these words in my heart so I can
1:12:26 do what you want me to do because I know
1:12:27 I got a lot to answer for.
1:12:28 You know what I'm saying?
1:12:30 But through repentance, even then
1:12:32 through repenting and getting baptized
1:12:33 and stuff, I just I just feel like every
1:12:36 day know they tell us we want to in vain
1:12:41 what I'm doing.
1:12:41 I want this to be him
1:12:43 and him alone.
1:12:44 And like I say, just show
1:12:46 me that I'm doing the right thing.
1:12:48 Like show me I'm on the right path.
1:12:50 you know, convict me.
1:12:51 You know what I mean?
1:12:52 Even though this my music where it's me
1:12:55 spitting this music, it's your words and
1:12:57 make me understand like I'm doing the
1:12:58 right thing and I don't want to
1:13:00 disappoint you at all.
1:13:01 Like I'm I'm real
1:13:02 compassionate about, you know, what I
1:13:04 do, you know, cuz I don't want no blood
1:13:06 on my hands from saying something wrong.
1:13:07 You know what I mean?
1:13:09 Man, boy, well put.
1:13:11 I don't want [music] my words to be in
1:13:12 vain.
1:13:13 I want to be right when I pray.
1:13:16 The words [music] and the people, the
1:13:18 music, mind.
1:13:19 Don't want to be wrong.
1:13:21 Give me money.
1:13:22 I guess I feel like this,
1:13:24 [music]
1:13:28 man.
1:13:28 I got the most time consuming show
1:13:30 on the internet.
1:13:30 I know it.
1:13:32 But [laughter]
1:13:35 man, that don't bother me.
1:13:38 Yeah.
1:13:38 I I'd usually try to keep it at a
1:13:40 like like an hour hour 20 minutes
1:13:42 because I got something big coming up to
1:13:45 where like I'll be changing
1:13:47 adding more platforms and the watch time
1:13:50 is good because you get to know a person
1:13:52 the artist you you know like I don't
1:13:55 like those cooker I mean it's good but
1:13:58 cookie cutter interviews like I don't
1:14:01 personally get the experience you know
1:14:03 what I mean like literally this my
1:14:05 retirement plan you know what I'm saying
1:14:07 like This is
1:14:08 okay.
1:14:08 Okay.
1:14:09 Yeah.
1:14:09 But this this coming
1:14:10 this this forever.
1:14:11 So like this is my
1:14:12 personal experience.
1:14:13 That's why I reach
1:14:14 out to the artists.
1:14:14 People ask to be on
1:14:16 the show, but those people never get on
1:14:18 the show cuz I look for music.
1:14:20 I want to be authentic and I want to be real.
1:14:24 Right.
1:14:24 Exactly.
1:14:25 You know what I mean?
1:14:26 So I I find people
1:14:28 I find everybody on my show.
1:14:30 I like them.
1:14:30 I like them personally, you know.
1:14:32 And we appreciate you, man.
1:14:34 You're a blessing for real.
1:14:35 Like you going to do
1:14:35 wonders, bro.
1:14:36 I I can see it now, man.
1:14:38 God God going to bless you and you just
1:14:41 got to stay firm, bro.
1:14:42 Keep your eye on
1:14:42 him, bro.
1:14:43 And every This just a start.
1:14:45 You know what I'm saying?
1:14:46 It's just the start for you, bro.
1:14:47 I really feel like
1:14:48 this is going to explode.
1:14:50 Not because I'm here.
1:14:51 I feel like your ambition and
1:14:53 your goals and you seeking him, bro, I
1:14:55 believe if you still keep walking with
1:14:56 him, bro, he going to take your heights.
1:14:58 You ain't going to never and it's going
1:14:59 to come out of nowhere.
1:15:01 Trust me.
1:15:01 It's going to come out of
1:15:02 nowhere.
1:15:02 You like, "Dang, bro." I mean,
1:15:04 bro said that, man.
1:15:05 You know what I'm
1:15:05 saying?
1:15:05 Like, and I'm claiming that in
1:15:07 Jesus name, bro.
1:15:08 Like, you going to get
1:15:09 everything to work for.
1:15:10 I receive that, man.
1:15:12 In the name of
1:15:12 Jesus, man.
1:15:13 Like, real talk.
1:15:14 That's that's you know, like I say, you know,
1:15:17 uh that's why I got you to the show.
1:15:19 Uh my mother would have loved this show.
1:15:20 She would have loved to hear what you
1:15:22 got to say.
1:15:23 Um she man and that would
1:15:26 and and that's, you know, that's one of
1:15:28 the reasons why I got you on the show,
1:15:30 man.
1:15:30 Um, [laughter] I seen one thing [clears throat] though.
1:15:33 One thing about it.
1:15:34 Um, I I I seen
1:15:36 something.
1:15:36 I'm not praying for you.
1:15:37 Please explain that to me.
1:15:39 Oh man.
1:15:40 Look
1:15:40 that song.
1:15:41 Yeah.
1:15:41 You know a lot of people [laughter]
1:15:45 you know I'm to go with it.
1:15:47 You know what I'm going with it.
1:15:49 Bro, I Bro, I
1:15:51 [laughter] always I'mma pray for you.
1:15:54 I'mma Bro, look bro [laughter]
1:15:58 time.
1:15:58 You don't even pray for yourself.
1:16:00 You know what I'm saying?
1:16:01 I was like, man, I'm not to keep praying for people.
1:16:04 I'mma pray with you.
1:16:05 You know what I'm
1:16:06 saying?
1:16:06 [laughter] Like like we gonna
1:16:08 pray together.
1:16:09 I'm not f to wait.
1:16:10 You know what I'm saying?
1:16:11 And for you to be
1:16:12 like, is he going to pray for me or No,
1:16:14 bro.
1:16:15 You want to You say pray for me
1:16:16 now.
1:16:16 I'mma pray with you.
1:16:17 Matter of fact, let's pray now.
1:16:19 Yeah.
1:16:19 because stronger that we pray
1:16:21 together to come to the father because
1:16:23 that's a that's a process of what they
1:16:25 call uh uh uh let's start with I
1:16:29 intermediate.
1:16:30 You know what I'm saying?
1:16:30 They being a mediator.
1:16:32 So if we come
1:16:32 together, you know what I'm saying?
1:16:34 It's just like going back to church.
1:16:35 If you can't walk up there to the altar by
1:16:37 yourself, I'm with you,
1:16:40 right?
1:16:39 You know what I'm saying?
1:16:40 So I'm not gonna pray for you no more.
1:16:42 I'mma pray with you.
1:16:43 We gonna make this bond
1:16:44 stronger.
1:16:46 Yeah.
1:16:45 You know what I'm saying?
1:16:46 You want to walk this together, we going to pray
1:16:49 together.
1:16:49 I'm not going to keep praying
1:16:50 for you.
1:16:50 I'mma pray with you.
1:16:52 Let you know how serious this is.
1:16:55 Pray together.
1:16:55 You know what I'm saying?
1:16:56 Cuz
1:16:57 my prayer may be stronger than yours.
1:16:59 Yours may be stronger than mine, but if
1:17:01 we come to him together,
1:17:03 he'll see like, man, these I love my
1:17:05 babies.
1:17:05 Like, my babies love me.
1:17:07 You know what I'm saying?
1:17:09 Yes.
1:17:08 No, I ain't nobody no more.
1:17:10 I pray with you.
1:17:11 Even in post, people die.
1:17:12 They going through sickness.
1:17:14 Everybody, I'll pray for you.
1:17:15 I'll pray for you.
1:17:16 98% of them people ain't praying for them.
1:17:17 I tell bro, I'm praying with you.
1:17:20 Praying with you.
1:17:20 You know what I'm
1:17:21 saying?
1:17:21 Because you need some if you ask
1:17:23 for prayer, you need some strength
1:17:24 behind that prayer.
1:17:25 So, we going to be
1:17:26 it's like being in the army.
1:17:27 You know, we supposed to be in the army of the
1:17:29 Lord, right?
1:17:30 If you going to battle, I'm behind you
1:17:32 going to battle.
1:17:33 If you going to fight,
1:17:34 I'm fighting with you.
1:17:35 I'm not f to
1:17:36 stand back and say, "Hey, bro, I wish
1:17:38 you good luck." No, I'm praying with
1:17:40 you.
1:17:40 We in this fight together.
1:17:42 You know, even if we ain't never met each
1:17:44 other, if you need to be prayed for and
1:17:46 you want some prayers, I'm not gonna
1:17:47 pray for you.
1:17:47 I'm praying with you.
1:17:49 You know what I'm saying?
1:17:49 I want you to get
1:17:50 that that quick access to the father.
1:17:52 And I want that done for me.
1:17:54 You know what I'm saying?
1:17:55 Like
1:17:56 I made us, bro.
1:17:57 I wanted to get
1:17:58 personal.
1:17:58 I want you to understand I'm
1:17:59 here for you.
1:18:00 You know what I'm saying?
1:18:01 God's here for you.
1:18:02 I'mma be right there
1:18:03 beside you through it all.
1:18:04 You know what I'm saying?
1:18:05 Like,
1:18:07 yeah, for sure, bro.
1:18:08 I Yeah.
1:18:09 I um I looked at that and I
1:18:10 said, "Yeah." And I kind of got that out
1:18:12 of because I was like, man, yeah, that's
1:18:14 that's so that's so true.
1:18:16 Like
1:18:17 cuz everybody always say that I'm
1:18:18 praying for you.
1:18:19 Praying for man.
1:18:20 Come on, man.
1:18:21 Like if we ain't praying
1:18:22 together, you lying.
1:18:24 You lying.
1:18:24 Like
1:18:25 keep it a Yeah.
1:18:26 Like
1:18:27 you'll be forgot about it by the time
1:18:28 you get in the car.
1:18:29 You know what I'm
1:18:30 saying?
1:18:31 Cuz I feel like if you need to be, you
1:18:32 ask somebody, somebody ask you to pray
1:18:34 for them, they going through something
1:18:35 right then.
1:18:36 It need to be handled right then.
1:18:38 You see what I'm saying?
1:18:39 Because some like my partner, bro, thing dang, bro.
1:18:42 God rest his soul, bro.
1:18:45 Man, he told me,
1:18:46 "Bro, man, just pray for me, bro." And
1:18:48 end up losing their life.
1:18:49 And guess what?
1:18:50 Guess who didn't pray?
1:18:53 Damn.
1:18:53 You see what I'm saying?
1:18:54 Like,
1:18:55 and I and done that, too.
1:18:56 We've all done that.
1:18:58 Yeah.
1:18:58 I'm guilty.
1:18:59 I'm not saying I'm
1:19:00 perfect.
1:19:00 Like, I don't anybody that
1:19:02 listen to this, bro, I don't want nobody
1:19:04 feel like I'm I'm holier than that.
1:19:05 And I don't want nobody feel like I'm just
1:19:07 perfect.
1:19:08 I'm just straightforward and
1:19:09 I'm always tuned in with the Lord, bro.
1:19:11 Like, I don't ever let nobody hear my
1:19:13 word to feel like I'm I'm bigger than
1:19:15 the program when I'm not.
1:19:16 I'm just giving you the cold heart truth that
1:19:18 your pastor won't tell you.
1:19:21 Yeah.
1:19:21 You know what I'm saying?
1:19:23 Yeah.
1:19:22 Like cold hard truth.
1:19:24 And that's what we
1:19:24 need.
1:19:25 We don't need no more these sugar
1:19:26 coating, gummy bear teachings.
1:19:28 We need strict word.
1:19:30 You know what I'm saying?
1:19:31 Fact.
1:19:32 You know what I'm saying?
1:19:34 Like, bro, I get, bro, I get excited, bro.
1:19:38 That's like That's like I'm looking
1:19:41 Katherine Creek.
1:19:42 You seen the the people
1:19:44 bowing down to her?
1:19:45 The chick Catherine C.
1:19:49 Bro,
1:19:48 like what are we, you know, like what
1:19:50 are we doing?
1:19:51 Like,
1:19:54 people looking for a savior that they
1:19:56 can see.
1:19:57 That's the problem.
1:19:58 People people see people worshiping what they
1:20:03 want to see.
1:20:03 They don't they don't want
1:20:05 to take out the time to you know what
1:20:08 I'm saying just wait bro you know what
1:20:10 I'm saying like God and especially
1:20:12 people that claim they know this word
1:20:13 bro and trying to depict who going to be
1:20:17 the second coming who bro stick with the
1:20:20 word bro man cannot save you I'm telling
1:20:24 you
1:20:27 it ain't real can't no human save
1:20:30 another human you know what I'm saying
1:20:33 Ain't no human mediate for the father.
1:20:36 Only one person can do that.
1:20:38 And this is Jesus Christ, bro.
1:20:39 Jehovah Gyra.
1:20:41 You know what I'm saying?
1:20:42 He's the only one.
1:20:44 You know what I'm saying?
1:20:44 A man can't do
1:20:45 nothing for you.
1:20:47 You know, it's just
1:20:48 like, okay, it's just like in the book
1:20:50 of John in Revel uh in Revelation when
1:20:53 John spoke and God had asked who could
1:20:56 open this book and John whipped cuz he
1:20:58 was sad cuz what nobody worthy.
1:21:01 So what you make what makes you think a human
1:21:05 can save you?
1:21:06 You know [laughter]
1:21:06 that's it.
1:21:07 Yeah.
1:21:07 Nobody wasn't worthy.
1:21:12 We just can walk together.
1:21:13 We can walk together and get there.
1:21:15 But bow down to
1:21:16 somebody that's showing full submission
1:21:18 on a human side.
1:21:19 You ain't thinking about God.
1:21:20 That woman can't save you,
1:21:22 man.
1:21:22 I'm telling you, man.
1:21:23 I
1:21:24 must remember that had they gave him all
1:21:26 that juice and they killed everybody.
1:21:28 They must forgot about him.
1:21:30 Oh yeah.
1:21:30 Yeah.
1:21:30 [laughter] Okay, then they forgot about that.
1:21:34 Yeah, because they don't go to the like
1:21:37 it's already written, right?
1:21:39 So now we got all of this deep fake and we got all
1:21:41 this stuff and I've been telling people
1:21:43 I said if Hitler had in 1942 if he was
1:21:45 fighting with the internet back then
1:21:48 then they could have been doing deep
1:21:49 fake the whole time anyway and just now
1:21:52 letting us the public use it or
1:21:55 whatever.
1:21:55 But that Bible is still the
1:21:57 same Bible.
1:21:59 Yeah, bro.
1:21:59 Those scriptures still the
1:22:00 same scripture.
1:22:02 Still the same scripture.
1:22:02 Now true.
1:22:05 Yeah.
1:22:05 They had they had they things but
1:22:07 you know you got there but
1:22:09 if you compare like like they say like
1:22:10 you see the Ethiopian Bible starting to
1:22:12 come around.
1:22:13 Yeah.
1:22:13 You got 88 books in that.
1:22:15 Yeah.
1:22:15 You know what I'm saying?
1:22:16 So but even though certain word got moved around,
1:22:19 it's up to you spiritually
1:22:21 that relationship to realize what's
1:22:23 wrong and what's not wrong.
1:22:25 You see what I'm saying?
1:22:25 You can't go out.
1:22:26 Oh well then rewritten.
1:22:27 Well I ain't going to listen to it.
1:22:29 Okay.
1:22:29 Well, that would kill me, right?
1:22:32 Oh, it were man-made.
1:22:34 So is Buddhism.
1:22:36 So is Quran.
1:22:38 So So is the Mormons.
1:22:40 Every So what what
1:22:41 defenses you was talking about?
1:22:44 Yeah.
1:22:43 You know what I'm saying?
1:22:44 I that blow my
1:22:45 mind.
1:22:46 Like
1:22:47 we were man what you believe in written
1:22:49 by man too.
1:22:49 So what are we talking
1:22:50 about?
1:22:51 Yeah.
1:22:51 Yeah.
1:22:52 I tell you what, the
1:22:53 practice of Jesus works.
1:22:54 I don't want to
1:22:55 tell anybody that
1:22:57 if you do Jesus say,
1:23:00 bro, like literally it will work.
1:23:02 Like like
1:23:03 it work.
1:23:04 You ain't got to now.
1:23:06 You feel me?
1:23:07 Like I mean we ain't going to get it all
1:23:09 right.
1:23:10 Yeah, but you can try.
1:23:12 Yeah, I've read a lot of stuff and uh
1:23:14 you know like I don't come come back
1:23:16 with nobody believing because that's
1:23:18 that's just going to always be argument,
1:23:20 right?
1:23:21 But what I can say is like you
1:23:23 can read a lot.
1:23:24 You can read about
1:23:25 Krishna.
1:23:25 You can read about Muhammad.
1:23:27 You can you can't really them folks
1:23:29 didn't show you how to walk,
1:23:33 right?
1:23:32 How to do this stuff.
1:23:33 The the significance in Jesus is that the walk
1:23:37 that he did.
1:23:38 If you do the same things
1:23:40 that Jesus did, you'll even go on to do
1:23:42 greater.
1:23:44 Yeah.
1:23:43 Which he said that.
1:23:45 Yeah.
1:23:45 You know what I mean?
1:23:46 You got to be that what he meant by
1:23:47 being Christlike.
1:23:48 you know,
1:23:49 try to
1:23:51 Yeah.
1:23:51 We not going to be like like like
1:23:53 like him.
1:23:56 Yeah.
1:23:56 To him by
1:23:57 in his power.
1:23:59 You feel me?
1:23:59 Showing love and compassion.
1:24:02 Yeah.
1:24:02 Teaching the right way
1:24:04 and showing humble.
1:24:05 You know what I'm saying?
1:24:06 Those are my three criterias of how Christ moved.
1:24:09 You feel what I'm saying?
1:24:10 He moved with humble.
1:24:11 He loved everybody despite what
1:24:13 going on.
1:24:13 And he showed compassion.
1:24:15 So that's what and and and that's the
1:24:17 reason and I and I think that's the
1:24:19 reason why a lot of uh a lot of people
1:24:21 fall away from the walk of faith of
1:24:24 being a Christian, being a follower of
1:24:25 Christ because they done being so they
1:24:28 done been so pushed and forced on to a
1:24:31 point to where like they people start
1:24:33 nitpicking scripture.
1:24:35 You see what I'm saying?
1:24:36 They start nitpicking and then they they they they
1:24:39 use they love this word hypocrite.
1:24:41 Hypocrite is saying I'm I'mma give a
1:24:44 definition people really understand what
1:24:45 a hypocrite is.
1:24:46 It's doing something you
1:24:48 telling somebody not to do and you doing
1:24:50 it yourself.
1:24:50 That's a hypocrite.
1:24:53 Yeah.
1:24:52 You see what I'm saying?
1:24:53 That's a hypocrite.
1:24:55 Hypocrite ain't saying, "Hey,
1:24:57 hey, bro.
1:24:57 I love you, but you might want
1:24:58 to stop it." Well, you used to do it.
1:25:00 That's a used to be.
1:25:01 That's that's the old with.
1:25:03 So, you ain't got to keep
1:25:04 going through it.
1:25:05 I'm not hypocritical by saying that I didn't do it.
1:25:07 I said I done it, but this is the walk I'm going
1:25:09 through now.
1:25:10 So how can I be
1:25:11 hypocritical saying what saying and I'm
1:25:13 relaying it to scripture.
1:25:14 This is not my
1:25:15 words.
1:25:16 This is a God word and and what
1:25:18 kill me about they'll take a scripture
1:25:20 and move with it.
1:25:21 I'll be like look well
1:25:22 let's go back to and read the first part
1:25:24 of that.
1:25:24 Let's let's start at the
1:25:25 beginning of the chapter and let's fully
1:25:27 read and understand what you're talking
1:25:28 about.
1:25:29 Then if if my conviction hit me
1:25:31 and it makes sense, I'll agree.
1:25:33 We'll be in agreements upon one body.
1:25:35 But if you just give me scripture try to fit your
1:25:37 lifestyle.
1:25:38 [laughter] No, bro.
1:25:39 We ain't gonna do that.
1:25:40 Let go that go to this word.
1:25:42 You know what I'm
1:25:43 saying?
1:25:43 Let's read this word together
1:25:45 and let's figure out [laughter] why, you
1:25:47 know, I don't get no face on people on
1:25:50 Facebook.
1:25:51 I don't I don't even You know
1:25:52 what I'm saying?
1:25:53 Cuz I I can't type like
1:25:54 I want.
1:25:54 I gotta talk to you.
1:25:56 You see what I'm saying?
1:25:58 Yeah.
1:25:57 I want I'm [laughter] not that word with
1:25:59 you, bro.
1:26:00 I don't get involved in none
1:26:01 of that stuff now.
1:26:01 Buck Buck type.
1:26:04 [laughter] Buck.
1:26:04 He gonna get in there.
1:26:05 Look, I was I was I was[ __] with C
1:26:08 cuz the other day on like cuz I love all
1:26:10 his post, right?
1:26:11 Cuz I cuz cuz I I stay
1:26:13 in the script.
1:26:14 I read I read all like
1:26:16 I'm in it.
1:26:16 It's things at 45 years old
1:26:20 that when I was 12 years old they meant
1:26:22 something different.
1:26:22 Every year they you
1:26:23 know what I'm saying?
1:26:24 Me something different and I find new stuff and it's
1:26:26 like how did I pass over that but for
1:26:29 seven years you know?
1:26:30 So like I was
1:26:31 fooling with him but boy he he Yeah.
1:26:33 He baba ready for it.
1:26:35 He gonna stay ready
1:26:36 for it.
1:26:37 Yeah, he gonna stay with for the best of
1:26:40 you on that typing now.
1:26:42 I'm typing now.
1:26:43 We talking in person now.
1:26:44 We can talk but I can't do all that typing, bro.
1:26:47 Cuz I get too I get too happy.
1:26:49 I get too, you know, emotional in it.
1:26:51 I be I gota I
1:26:53 got to speak to you.
1:26:54 I'm not f to people
1:26:55 ask me questions on internet be typing,
1:26:57 bro.
1:26:57 [laughter] You know what I'm saying?
1:26:59 Call you what I'm saying?
1:27:02 Hey, I'm not about
1:27:02 to type this, bro.
1:27:03 Cuz I don't I like
1:27:05 when I type, bro, I used to do it, bro.
1:27:07 I used to type, bro, I be there four,
1:27:08 five hour type.
1:27:10 We done lost a whole day.
1:27:11 You know what I'm saying?
1:27:12 Call [laughter]
1:27:15 they go to scripture together.
1:27:16 They call and talk.
1:27:17 We can knock a 4hour
1:27:18 conversation, type it down to maybe 20
1:27:20 minutes.
1:27:21 You know what I'm saying?
1:27:22 Like, yeah, bro.
1:27:23 No.
1:27:24 Yeah.
1:27:24 Because what what people don't
1:27:26 understand and and this is this is the
1:27:28 the the
1:27:29 the miseducation of Christianity right now is people don't
1:27:34 read
1:27:37 right
1:27:36 see my biggest tool my biggest tool when
1:27:39 I was younger now I don't even man
1:27:41 listen hey do what you do buddy
1:27:44 you know do what you do buddy I got
1:27:46 these kids I got my cousins you know my
1:27:49 my family outside of that
1:27:51 y'all do what y'all do man you know what
1:27:53 I'm saying But um you know what I'm
1:27:56 saying?
1:27:56 Like I like to uh I I could
1:27:59 stand on scripture.
1:28:00 See they people don't read.
1:28:02 So like your biggest tool
1:28:04 will be knowing the scripture like the
1:28:06 back of your hand because you know what
1:28:08 to look for.
1:28:09 Like deep fake and all the
1:28:11 evils of the world, the child uh the the
1:28:14 child predator rings, all I don't
1:28:16 I don't buy into that stuff for real.
1:28:18 You know what I'm saying?
1:28:19 I know it's all entertainment for me.
1:28:21 is entertainment because at the end of the
1:28:23 day, I know what's going on for real.
1:28:25 I already know the forecast, buddy.
1:28:27 Yeah.
1:28:27 Yeah.
1:28:28 Like that was that was before I was
1:28:30 born.
1:28:30 That was already told.
1:28:33 You know what I'm saying?
1:28:33 All I had to
1:28:34 do is just, you know, so Yeah.
1:28:37 And guys like y'all, y'all are front soldiers.
1:28:39 Y'all out there doing the work right
1:28:41 now.
1:28:42 You know what I'm saying?
1:28:42 And uh I love what you're doing.
1:28:44 you opening up a
1:28:45 industry that need to be bigger because
1:28:48 uh I was telling uh Bama said you can go
1:28:50 to one church in each state and do a youth
1:28:53 program and and and that's a tour
1:28:57 right
1:28:56 it's work to do you know what I'm saying
1:28:58 it's work to do
1:28:59 because right
1:29:00 it need to be rejuvenated in the days to
1:29:02 where man ain't gonna be no church in a
1:29:03 couple years
1:29:05 you feel me then what
1:29:06 I I told people uh when I used to be
1:29:09 heavy on like looking for the signs in
1:29:11 the Bible I used tell it going to get to
1:29:13 a point to where like speaking the word
1:29:16 of God going to become a crime and it's
1:29:18 slowly get
1:29:19 in Korea a two-year-old baby got locked
1:29:23 up.
1:29:24 Did you see that?
1:29:25 Crazy.
1:29:26 I ain't see that
1:29:27 bro.
1:29:27 It's all right.
1:29:28 So they found the
1:29:30 some babysitter came over to the kids'
1:29:33 house or whatever.
1:29:34 They had a Bible.
1:29:35 You know what I'm saying?
1:29:36 The parents got locked up with the baby.
1:29:39 Wow, bro.
1:29:41 Wow.
1:29:42 with the Bible in the
1:29:43 house.
1:29:43 Let's not even go on further.
1:29:45 Just that's what happened.
1:29:47 And so, yeah.
1:29:50 So, all you gonna have,
1:29:51 you're going to have to have music like
1:29:54 yours, uh, like LRA, like you're gonna have to
1:29:57 have that stuff out there cuz that's all
1:30:00 these kids got.
1:30:02 That's I mean and then
1:30:04 the elders are tripping
1:30:06 just like but if you stay in the
1:30:09 scripture you know that's gonna happen
1:30:10 because this happened before for
1:30:14 you.
1:30:13 It just it just what what they call uh
1:30:17 rinse and repeat man.
1:30:18 Um I mean like I like like certain people
1:30:23 want to talk about politics and stuff.
1:30:24 I used to be in politics but bro I got
1:30:26 convicted so bad because it's like
1:30:29 politics ain't nothing but a breeding
1:30:30 ground for hate.
1:30:31 You know what I'm
1:30:32 saying?
1:30:32 That's it.
1:30:32 That's it.
1:30:33 I don't even get into it.
1:30:34 People like, "Man, you see what Trump doing, bro?
1:30:37 I don't care about none of that.
1:30:38 If he ain't talking about God, bro, like
1:30:40 that's at least my word." Like, what can
1:30:41 I do about that do that God can't like
1:30:46 like he can't save me?
1:30:47 I Whatever he do,
1:30:48 he gonna do
1:30:50 my faith is too strong to to to doubt
1:30:52 God.
1:30:53 You know what I'm saying?
1:30:53 Think about what that man doing.
1:30:55 If he he gonna do what he want to do anyway.
1:30:57 Any president gonna do what they want to
1:30:59 anyway.
1:30:59 the Congress don't do anything.
1:31:01 If your faith ain't lined up with God,
1:31:03 bro, then why is you up here woring
1:31:05 about what a man doing?
1:31:06 God got the last
1:31:07 say so.
1:31:08 You know what I'm saying?
1:31:09 I don't care about none of that political
1:31:11 stuff, bro.
1:31:11 Like, because it draws
1:31:12 separation and people who who in the
1:31:16 politics, you know, saying, majority of
1:31:18 them, bro, claim that they love the Lord
1:31:19 and they Christians and they walking
1:31:21 with God and whatever.
1:31:22 But then you man
1:31:24 the white man this, the white man that
1:31:27 and where your love at.
1:31:29 You know what I'm saying?
1:31:30 You can't control that.
1:31:31 Let them be foolish.
1:31:33 You know what I'm
1:31:33 saying?
1:31:34 Let them be foolish, bro.
1:31:35 You know what God told you to do?
1:31:37 You know that word say?
1:31:38 He say we are all his
1:31:40 church.
1:31:41 You know what I'm saying?
1:31:41 We are brothers and sisters in Christ.
1:31:43 Bro, stop feeding into this[ __] That's
1:31:46 what the devil want.
1:31:47 A feeble mind is a
1:31:48 devil playground.
1:31:49 So if you easily
1:31:50 influence if you like like certain
1:31:53 people I seen I done seen deacons on
1:31:55 Facebook and and pastors on Facebook
1:31:57 ushers on Facebook
1:31:59 sit there and say if you a Trump
1:32:02 supporter and you I know you racist
1:32:04 don't be friends with and these people
1:32:05 been friends for years go to church
1:32:07 together
1:32:09 drawing hate
1:32:10 wow
1:32:10 that's why I don't deal with that cuz I
1:32:12 was I was heading into that rock race
1:32:13 real talk bro like I can't and then I
1:32:16 can't erase what happened I'm worrying
1:32:17 about what's going on now No,
1:32:19 put us here.
1:32:20 You see what I'm saying?
1:32:21 Let's keep going and walking for
1:32:23 salvation, bro.
1:32:23 Let them fool have their
1:32:24 world, bro.
1:32:25 We not going to be here
1:32:26 forever.
1:32:26 That what they tend to forget.
1:32:28 We ain't going to be here forever.
1:32:29 We got doing what we supposed to do and
1:32:31 help change people perspectives on life.
1:32:33 You may have a racist I done seen racist
1:32:36 white people get saved in black
1:32:37 churches.
1:32:37 I done seen black racist
1:32:38 people get saved in white churches
1:32:40 because it ain't about who you is.
1:32:42 It's about who God is in you.
1:32:45 Yeah.
1:32:45 You see what I'm saying?
1:32:45 Are you coming here for salvation?
1:32:47 or you come in here
1:32:48 to play play.
1:32:49 You come in here to be a
1:32:50 demonic entity or you come in here to be
1:32:52 a soldier for God.
1:32:53 You know what I'm
1:32:54 saying?
1:32:54 And that's where I'm at with it.
1:32:55 Like, bro, I don't care about no skin
1:32:57 color.
1:32:57 I don't care about no politics.
1:32:59 If you racist, keep that to yourself.
1:33:01 But I'm going tell you like this.
1:33:02 My song racist don't get into heaven.
1:33:03 You not going to get there cuz you can't die
1:33:05 with a grudge on your heart and you
1:33:06 can't die with hate on your heart.
1:33:08 You got to have a love of God in your heart.
1:33:10 So, anything that's negative around me,
1:33:12 bro, I move that way.
1:33:13 I don't even deal
1:33:14 with it.
1:33:14 You know what I'm saying?
1:33:15 Like I real
1:33:17 you know what I'm saying?
1:33:18 Cuz I don't want to be a part of that.
1:33:20 You see what I'm saying?
1:33:20 I want to be a part of God
1:33:21 army.
1:33:22 You know what I'm saying?
1:33:23 Like I'm not worrying about what no man.
1:33:26 Hey, bro.
1:33:27 Just because I'm voting for
1:33:28 somebody.
1:33:28 No, bro.
1:33:29 I don't want that on
1:33:30 my mind cuz I feel like if I vote for
1:33:32 somebody, bro, and that person come in
1:33:34 and kill, let's say, he killed a
1:33:36 thousand people.
1:33:36 Guess who voted for
1:33:37 that?
1:33:38 I got an answer for that.
1:33:41 Yeah.
1:33:40 You see what I'm saying?
1:33:41 I got to You
1:33:42 see what I'm saying?
1:33:43 No disrespect to the to the people before us who fought
1:33:45 for folk,
1:33:46 but still I feel the same way.
1:33:49 My my spirit won't allow me to do that,
1:33:51 bro.
1:33:52 That's all[ __] If I see it, bro,
1:33:53 even now I could be in a room full of
1:33:55 people.
1:33:56 If I feel a one negative move,
1:33:57 I'm moving out the way.
1:33:59 You know what I'm saying?
1:34:00 I'm trying to stay holy and
1:34:01 rooted within the Lord, bro, and keeping
1:34:03 my eye focused on nothing but all people
1:34:06 who claim they love God for who he is,
1:34:09 what he done, and what he going to do.
1:34:11 That's where I stand.
1:34:12 You know what I'm
1:34:12 saying?
1:34:14 Yeah.
1:34:14 Um, have you seen this movie off of uh Moses
1:34:19 on Tuby?
1:34:23 Uh,
1:34:23 I seen you sharing it.
1:34:24 It was like
1:34:25 Yeah.
1:34:25 My partner uh David, Dr.
1:34:27 David, man.
1:34:28 Uh, I haven't seen it yet.
1:34:30 You know what I'm saying?
1:34:31 Cuz I want to I think
1:34:32 he gonna broadcast it.
1:34:34 Uh, I want to say
1:34:36 in Mobile, no, Montgomery.
1:34:38 I think he gonna do it in Montgomery.
1:34:40 But see those type of projects I want to sit down with
1:34:43 him because I have a special
1:34:44 relationship with that family.
1:34:48 Okay?
1:34:46 You see?
1:34:47 So I want to for me I want to
1:34:49 be a part of the experience.
1:34:51 I don't want to experience it without him and he
1:34:53 know it.
1:34:54 You know what I'm saying?
1:34:57 Bro and the the stuff that he does is
1:35:00 like I'm so proud of David, bro.
1:35:03 Like and I don't only know David
1:35:06 maybe four months but man the love of
1:35:08 God that man got in him bro and the way
1:35:11 that he just he like the work that he
1:35:13 put in like that Moses movie is going to
1:35:17 be needle man
1:35:19 it's overdo like somebody just stepped
1:35:22 out and did that and I was like whoa I
1:35:24 said man that's need to be that like
1:35:26 what's up with all the people with the
1:35:27 cameras hey like this this right here
1:35:30 this this Yeah.
1:35:33 Like we we we can argue and talk
1:35:36 about who doing what and who ain't doing
1:35:37 what, but this is what need to be done
1:35:40 in entertainment.
1:35:41 Like what's up?
1:35:41 Like so yeah.
1:35:43 Yeah.
1:35:43 Shout out to him, man, for uh for
1:35:45 that because I remember being in third
1:35:48 grade telling my mama, I want I want to
1:35:51 do remake this movie.
1:35:52 I want to because
1:35:53 you know I had just read Exodus, you
1:35:55 know what I'm saying?
1:35:55 So
1:35:56 I was like I want to remake this when I
1:35:58 grow up.
1:35:58 You know what I mean?
1:35:59 And when I seen that, it came back to me.
1:36:02 I said, "Oh, man.
1:36:03 Let me tune into this, find
1:36:05 out who this guy is, you know?"
1:36:07 Yeah, man.
1:36:08 Yeah, man.
1:36:09 David Hoffman, man.
1:36:10 Look him up, bro.
1:36:11 He's he's awesome, man.
1:36:12 Like graphics, movies.
1:36:14 Oh.
1:36:15 Oh, man.
1:36:15 Just wait till you
1:36:16 see the uh the visuals from the tour.
1:36:18 You ought to see his uh his sister, Dr.
1:36:21 His sister named Dr.
1:36:22 Tori.
1:36:22 She's one of the artists that's on the the tour, too.
1:36:25 Just wait till you see her graphics and
1:36:27 how he shaped her her music set.
1:36:29 It's gonna blow your mind, bro.
1:36:32 What?
1:36:32 Gotta see it.
1:36:33 Blow your mind, bro.
1:36:34 I promise you, man.
1:36:36 Dude is got to get it, man.
1:36:38 I gotta see it, man.
1:36:40 Um, where where you
1:36:42 where you putting your music all that,
1:36:43 man?
1:36:44 You doing any physical music?
1:36:48 Um,
1:36:47 like uh CDs, tapes, any of that stuff?
1:36:50 Nostalgia?
1:36:52 I I right now uh I haven't
1:36:55 really been doing CD uh because like I don't
1:37:00 mean to put my business out, but right
1:37:02 now I'm not equipped
1:37:04 to do it.
1:37:04 You know, I got other
1:37:05 priorities that I'm trying to take care
1:37:07 of, but I do have a plug.
1:37:10 Uh shout out to DJ Baby Boy from Baby Boy Promot
1:37:13 Promotions.
1:37:14 If y'all want to look him up
1:37:15 and name a Ben Franklin, he'll give you
1:37:16 a deal on the CDs.
1:37:17 But I go through him.
1:37:18 So if I ever,
1:37:20 you know, do business, I won't do it
1:37:21 with nobody else but him.
1:37:22 Cuz at one point I was, you know,
1:37:25 pushing pushing the issue.
1:37:26 But man, I got so much going on.
1:37:29 I don't have the
1:37:29 time for it.
1:37:30 So all my my financial
1:37:32 residual is tied up everywhere else the
1:37:34 guy putting it.
1:37:35 You see what I'm saying?
1:37:36 Yeah.
1:37:37 So eventually I'm going ended up doing
1:37:39 it, but right now I have some certain
1:37:41 obligations that I have to take care of.
1:37:43 So soon on this tour there will be CD.
1:37:46 Um, I do have older CDs of when I first
1:37:49 started, you know, getting burnt.
1:37:52 Um, but everything is kind of like
1:37:54 digital right now.
1:37:55 You know what I'm
1:37:56 saying?
1:37:56 And um,
1:37:57 but you know what?
1:37:58 No, I lied, bro.
1:37:59 I lied.
1:38:00 On my on my shirt, like this shirt
1:38:02 here, I have my QR code.
1:38:05 Oh, sex.
1:38:06 Yeah.
1:38:06 You know, so when you see me in public,
1:38:08 you can just scan the QR code, you get
1:38:10 all my music.
1:38:12 All right.
1:38:12 That's what's up, man.
1:38:13 Now that that's where it's at, man.
1:38:15 That That's why I say like technology is is
1:38:17 dope though for stuff like that.
1:38:20 Yeah.
1:38:19 Now, are you on Band Camp?
1:38:22 Uh no.
1:38:22 No.
1:38:23 Uh I'm on uh I go through Dro
1:38:25 Kid, so all my stuff is No.
1:38:28 And I know you on audio Mac, too.
1:38:30 Audio Mac.
1:38:31 Yeah, audio Mac.
1:38:31 Yeah,
1:38:32 I I have I'm on audio Mac, but that's
1:38:34 only for mixtape purposes.
1:38:36 And I haven't I did a mixtape after like what
1:38:41 four years.
1:38:42 You know what I'm saying?
1:38:43 the four tape
1:38:45 and uh Yeah.
1:38:46 And I I just did, you know
1:38:47 what I'm saying?
1:38:48 I wanted to It was
1:38:49 time, you know what I'm saying?
1:38:50 Cuz I put out so many albums, you know?
1:38:53 Let me give them something free.
1:38:54 You know what I'm saying?
1:38:56 Yeah.
1:38:55 Cuz Yeah.
1:38:56 Cuz
1:38:57 in the in the digital world, you have to
1:38:59 you end up putting out so much music
1:39:00 because they consume it so fast.
1:39:02 You know what I mean?
1:39:03 So like, but what I
1:39:05 and for me, the way I consume it, I go
1:39:07 back to that catalog and then
1:39:09 I just get into the artist.
1:39:10 I I still listen to music like old school, you
1:39:13 know what I'm saying?
1:39:13 Like when I'm rocking your stuff, I'm rocking it for a
1:39:16 couple hours, you know what I'm saying?
1:39:17 Like,
1:39:18 you know?
1:39:19 Um, but yeah, man.
1:39:20 Look at getting a Band Lab, man.
1:39:21 Bad Lab.
1:39:23 Uh, they do, and I guess that's because I'm
1:39:27 an affiliate right now, but [laughter]
1:39:29 they do
1:39:33 they do uh ondemand printing and stuff
1:39:36 like that.
1:39:37 Okay.
1:39:38 Vinyls, uh, tapes, CDs.
1:39:41 Vinyls.
1:39:43 Yeah,
1:39:42 I want to get into that.
1:39:44 Yeah, they do on demand printing for
1:39:45 that.
1:39:45 So, yeah, I would I would
1:39:47 definitely get in the bank.
1:39:48 That's why I've been telling everybody that's where
1:39:49 the independents are going now because
1:39:52 uh I don't know what's going to happen
1:39:53 to Spotify in two years.
1:39:54 You know what I'm saying?
1:39:56 Exactly, man.
1:39:56 Exactly.
1:39:57 That's why we on YouTube now.
1:39:59 You know what I'm saying?
1:40:00 [laughter]
1:40:02 I had to run back to YouTube.
1:40:03 I was like, "Oh, no.
1:40:05 Oh, no.
1:40:07 Um, any shout outs, man?
1:40:09 Anybody that you want to shout out?
1:40:12 Oh, yeah.
1:40:12 Most definitely.
1:40:13 Uh, first I want to shout out to my shout out to
1:40:16 God, man, first of all, for allowing
1:40:18 this to happen.
1:40:18 You know what I'm
1:40:19 saying?
1:40:20 Um, shout out to my wife, my
1:40:23 kids.
1:40:24 Uh, shout out South 28 Baptist Church.
1:40:28 Uh, Kaylee Sig with Ice on Promo, United
1:40:31 We Stand Gospel Group.
1:40:33 Um, my brother uh Yanger, he helped me out
1:40:37 with a lot of stuff.
1:40:38 AFAM 63.
1:40:40 Uh, Baby Boy Promotions.
1:40:42 Uh, DJ Creator, DJ
1:40:45 Chancery, Tonin, uh, who is the whole
1:40:49 pioneers of the Pine Belt.
1:40:51 Uh, uh, uh, Big Cuy Trauma, Marvin.
1:40:58 Uh, cuz I want to do it right this time.
1:41:01 Every time I do a shout out, I be
1:41:02 missing folks.
1:41:03 Going to get everybody in
1:41:04 and uh they they've been helping me.
1:41:06 Uh my my brothers and my sisters, they've
1:41:08 been uh my sister Britney Scott, my
1:41:11 brother Story, my brother Sanders, my
1:41:14 brother Quincy, uh who else man, Apostle Black, the S
1:41:19 the whole S map radio.
1:41:21 Uh the war room.
1:41:25 Uh you know what I'm saying, [laughter]
1:41:28 man?
1:41:29 Uh, whoever, man.
1:41:31 Who who been giving me a chance, bro?
1:41:33 Uh, shout out to the whole AO drum.
1:41:36 You know what I'm
1:41:36 saying?
1:41:37 I'm part of that that drummer
1:41:38 nation over there.
1:41:40 Uh, shout out to Big
1:41:41 Bro Dutch Hoffer Flip Banger with uh Who
1:41:44 Want to Smoke Beat B for allowing me in
1:41:46 the dope.
1:41:47 Uh, who else, man?
1:41:48 Uh, my cousin Luther.
1:41:52 Uh, who else, man?
1:41:56 Uh, who else?
1:41:58 Who else?
1:41:59 Man, I'm give everybody props, man.
1:42:01 Uh, I think that's it, man.
1:42:04 Uh, yeah, that's I think that about it, man.
1:42:08 Anybody that I miss, hey,
1:42:10 you know what I'm saying?
1:42:11 You probably wouldn't need that.
1:42:12 My mama.
1:42:13 For sure.
1:42:13 My mama.
1:42:15 Thank [laughter] you,
1:42:19 bro.
1:42:19 For sure, mama.
1:42:20 Boy, [laughter]
1:42:22 oh yeah, mama.
1:42:23 Sorry, mama.
1:42:24 This dude tripping.
1:42:26 Yeah, mama.
1:42:27 like for sure for sure show mama bro
1:42:31 I know that's right [laughter]
1:42:34 I know how shout outs be man it be so
1:42:36 many people but you gave you
1:42:39 you gave yo shout out to black history
1:42:41 month but man he gave you gave a black
1:42:44 history shout out you just named so many
1:42:46 people I was just that's why I was
1:42:47 laughing that's why I was just I was
1:42:48 like
1:42:49 oh Lex Lub too Luba too wood ambassador
1:42:53 yeah for sure him he gave me a big
1:42:55 opportunity you know what I'm saying
1:42:57 NFA University, Dr.
1:42:58 Tory Tell them, Dr.
1:43:00 Apostle Do Hoffman, Dave Hoff, all them
1:43:02 down there.
1:43:03 Yeah.
1:43:03 Yeah.
1:43:04 Yeah, bro.
1:43:04 Yeah.
1:43:05 [laughter]
1:43:06 With aam.
1:43:08 Oh, yeah.
1:43:08 Oh, yeah.
1:43:09 Um, the producer, uh, yeah, a fam because I ain't know how
1:43:13 to say that.
1:43:14 AFAM 6.
1:43:15 I'm happy you said
1:43:16 that.
1:43:17 Yeah, man.
1:43:18 Uh, what you got coming up,
1:43:19 man?
1:43:21 Um, I'm f to drop uh L 424.
1:43:25 I'm gonna drop that.
1:43:26 I'm waiting on Craig.
1:43:27 Not Craig.
1:43:28 I'm waiting on Birdie.
1:43:29 I'm waiting on Birdie to send her Bur in so
1:43:31 I can finish it.
1:43:32 Uh and then I'm going
1:43:33 be having uh Mental Health.
1:43:36 I'm I'mma work on start working on Mental Health.
1:43:38 I just dropped the chosen one and Bold.
1:43:42 Um I got the beats on sale now.
1:43:44 Custom beats, already made beats, uh studio
1:43:48 time, you know what I'm saying?
1:43:50 Like and I'm in school, so I got a lot going on
1:43:53 right now, man.
1:43:54 And uh just a side note,
1:43:56 I'm doing this uh going to school to try
1:43:59 to get better at learning the audio side
1:44:01 of the industry.
1:44:02 That way I can create a
1:44:03 safe space for all Christian artists to
1:44:06 come to and they ain't got to deal with
1:44:07 these secular people no more.
1:44:09 They they taking their money doing it wrong.
1:44:11 You know, I can be that beacon of like,
1:44:13 okay, well, we know we got somewhere we
1:44:15 can go.
1:44:15 We can be ourselves.
1:44:16 We ain't got to, you know, be cautious about
1:44:19 being in danger.
1:44:20 You know what I'm
1:44:20 saying?
1:44:21 And that's the vision that I
1:44:22 had, God gave me, bro, to be
1:44:24 [clears throat] that center of
1:44:25 centerpiece of having a safe haven for
1:44:27 people to come and do they they music
1:44:30 and worship.
1:44:31 They ain't got to worry
1:44:32 about being dead wrong.
1:44:33 You understand what I'm saying?
1:44:35 So,
1:44:38 that's that's yeah, that's needed.
1:44:41 I didn't know you gonna say that, but
1:44:44 [laughter] God put these visions in my face for a
1:44:47 reason.
1:44:48 Definitely needed.
1:44:50 And then he got me he gave me a vision
1:44:52 for a church.
1:44:52 You know what I'm saying?
1:44:53 My old church back home.
1:44:54 I'mma know when he when he blessed me to do it, I'mma
1:44:57 fix that church up and then I'mma, you
1:44:59 know, see if it's okay to know take that
1:45:02 church and then that's where we're going
1:45:03 to be doing our services at.
1:45:05 That's what's up, man.
1:45:06 And that's man, thank God for that.
1:45:08 Like so serious.
1:45:09 And that's that's going to come to pass.
1:45:11 Um there's so much stuff I wanted to talk
1:45:13 to you before the time went out, but
1:45:16 it's something that I needed to do.
1:45:17 That's why I had to get shout outs and
1:45:19 everything because I know uh you know
1:45:21 time running out.
1:45:22 But before I go on and finish this podcast,
1:45:27 we going to pray because
1:45:29 I got to right.
1:45:32 So lead us in prayer, sir.
1:45:34 All right before the father.
1:45:37 Hearing father, we thank you for the day.
1:45:38 We thank you for
1:45:39 life.
1:45:39 We thank you for love.
1:45:40 We thank you for peace, understanding, and
1:45:42 strength.
1:45:42 We thank you for this podcast,
1:45:44 this interview.
1:45:45 And we pray that it
1:45:46 touch somebody.
1:45:47 Thank you for putting
1:45:48 this on my brother in Christ Wesley
1:45:50 Heart to to just get on fire for you to
1:45:53 just open up the doors for people who
1:45:56 don't know and who's confused and let
1:45:58 this interview be somewhere of a beacon
1:46:01 of hope for them to make them understand
1:46:03 that you are God and God alone.
1:46:05 But we pray that this touch the world, touch
1:46:08 people hearts, touch their mind, touch
1:46:10 their spirit.
1:46:11 Get rid of that conviction
1:46:12 of not knowing and showing them what
1:46:15 peace look like.
1:46:15 Showing them what love
1:46:16 look like, pulling them away from the
1:46:18 world and bringing them close to you.
1:46:20 Let them understand that God, we know
1:46:23 that we not perfect, but we ask you to
1:46:26 just keep walking with us and
1:46:27 acknowledge that you are you alone and
1:46:30 you will never leave us nor forsake us.
1:46:31 As long we keep our faith in you and and
1:46:34 just follow your every word, we not
1:46:37 going to get it all right.
1:46:38 But we do and we try hard just to get there.
1:46:42 Some of us may get there faster than others.
1:46:44 But we praying together, praying for
1:46:46 each other, not praying for each other
1:46:48 to get stronger within your word, your
1:46:50 will, your way.
1:46:52 And we just want to
1:46:53 honor you by saying thank you.
1:46:55 Thank you for everything you're doing for us.
1:46:57 Thank you for the clothes in our back,
1:46:59 our house, our family, our health, our
1:47:02 finances, our mental state, bringing us
1:47:05 through the storm and letting us see the
1:47:07 light at the end of the tunnel.
1:47:08 And God, we ask you in Jesus name to protect us
1:47:10 all, keep us safe and and and just make
1:47:13 us stronger soldiers for you.
1:47:15 In Jesus name we pray.
1:47:16 Amen.
1:47:17 Amen.
1:47:19 Yeah.
1:47:21 Yeah.
1:47:20 That was man that Yeah, man.
1:47:23 I felt mama standing right here, man.
1:47:25 Like, thank you, bro.
1:47:26 I was like, I needed that.
1:47:29 I needed that.
1:47:30 I needed that.
1:47:31 Woo.
1:47:32 Yep.
1:47:33 [laughter] All right, man.
1:47:36 Yeah, man.
1:47:37 Um, shoot.
1:47:39 We got five minutes left, but um
1:47:42 yeah, I needed that.
1:47:43 Thank you, uh, for
1:47:45 doing that.
1:47:45 So, you got coming up, you
1:47:47 got the unrestricted praise tour on the
1:47:50 7th.
1:47:51 That's this Saturday, right?
1:47:53 Yes, sir.
1:47:54 It is.
1:47:55 Oh, yeah.
1:47:56 Okay.
1:47:57 Yeah.
1:47:57 Mobile Alabama at the AMC theater.
1:48:00 Okay.
1:48:00 Yeah.
1:48:01 The AMC theater.
1:48:03 Oh, they plugged in the interfaith
1:48:06 university plugged in with uh AMC and I
1:48:09 think NBC.
1:48:13 Boy, I told you God moving, bro.
1:48:16 [laughter]
1:48:18 You about to catch me out there now.
1:48:19 I'm so
1:48:22 love to help you, man.
1:48:22 Come on,
1:48:23 man.
1:48:24 Shoot, boy.
1:48:25 I'm I'm in the wrong
1:48:26 profession right now.
1:48:27 Like right now.
1:48:28 [laughter] Yeah.
1:48:29 I need to I need to But I'm gonna
1:48:31 be checking out.
1:48:31 I'm be tuning in.
1:48:32 I don't know how.
1:48:33 I don't know what I'm
1:48:34 leaving town, but I'm I'm gonna be out
1:48:36 there pretty soon.
1:48:36 Hopefully, I can catch it.
1:48:38 If I can't, I'm gonna get some
1:48:39 video.
1:48:40 Put some
1:48:41 Oh, yeah.
1:48:41 Yeah.
1:48:42 Yeah.
1:48:43 [laughter]
1:48:45 Yeah, man.
1:48:45 But thank you for stopping
1:48:46 by, man.
1:48:46 Shoot.
1:48:47 Um
1:48:48 Thank you, man.
1:48:49 Yeah.
1:48:50 Well, hopefully I can get you back
1:48:51 on the show at at some
1:48:53 Whenever you Whenever you read it, bro.
1:48:55 Whenever you read it, man.
1:48:56 Yeah, I
1:48:57 I'll make out time for you, bro.
1:48:58 I promise I will.
1:49:00 Okay, cool, man.
1:49:00 Cuz I had to break the
1:49:01 ice, man, with getting you on the show,
1:49:03 man.
1:49:03 I'm so happy you on the show.
1:49:04 Like, this is Dang, this one of the dopest
1:49:07 shows ever.
1:49:08 Like, real talk, I
1:49:09 [laughter] need this was this is my
1:49:11 therapy session.
1:49:12 I usually have a
1:49:13 therapy session.
1:49:14 Well, I had it today
1:49:15 for 30 minutes.
1:49:16 usually 45 minutes before this.
1:49:18 That's what I was doing.
1:49:20 And this right here was like it was so
1:49:22 much confirmation happened during this
1:49:24 show.
1:49:25 Like watch when watch when you see
1:49:27 it.
1:49:28 Thank God.
1:49:29 Watch when you see it.
1:49:30 I mean, man.
1:49:31 Yeah.
1:49:32 This was an experience, ladies and
1:49:33 gentlemen.
1:49:33 Thank you'all for tuning in
1:49:34 the Honorable DJ Metal Market Radio
1:49:36 Show.
1:49:36 Um, everywhere that you can watch
1:49:38 podcast and uh check out the Vibe Arcade
1:49:41 also.
1:49:42 And uh you gonna be on the Vibe
1:49:43 Arcade soon.
1:49:44 I um I just need a music video, so I got to
1:49:48 go looking through your catalog.
1:49:51 Yeah, I just dropped a music video.
1:49:53 Uh
1:49:56 yeah,
1:49:54 what was the name?
1:49:56 Uh I just dropped three actually.
1:50:00 I can't even remember.
1:50:01 Was it re Yeah, I know.
1:50:02 Like I'm trying to I'm thinking that you was on the Vibe
1:50:05 Arcade before.
1:50:06 I'm not sure cuz me and
1:50:09 Yeah, cuz uh me and my wife listen to
1:50:12 your I mean stuff like for a long time
1:50:14 like now it's been a minute like so I
1:50:17 don't even know if I don't know I got to
1:50:18 go back and look.
1:50:19 But anyway,
1:50:20 yeah, I'm trying to throw um you know
1:50:23 what I'm saying?
1:50:23 Cuz when I do the vibe
1:50:24 arcade, it's songs that I'm listening to
1:50:27 and stuff like that.
1:50:28 So like just to
1:50:29 have that visual and I got to get
1:50:31 Christian music into it.
1:50:33 You know what I'm saying?
1:50:34 And it's crazy.
1:50:35 Y'all y'all my peoples.
1:50:37 I got to have y'all stuff in
1:50:38 there.
1:50:38 I got to put it in there.
1:50:39 So that's what I'm doing cuz I know Bama
1:50:41 done been in it before, but it wouldn't
1:50:44 uh Yeah, it wouldn't
1:50:46 it wouldn't like I need a video from
1:50:48 you.
1:50:48 I need one.
1:50:52 Okay.
1:50:52 So So yeah, man.
1:50:54 Thank you for being on the show.
1:50:55 Have a good evening, my bro.
1:50:56 And man, I would
1:50:57 end up podcasting all night fooling with
1:51:00 you.
1:51:01 [laughter] Yeah, man.
1:51:05 When the spirit get the
1:51:06 moving, man, I get excited, man.
1:51:08 I get excited, bro.
1:51:10 Yeah, man.
1:51:10 I mean, it's it's it's when
1:51:12 you speaking through truth, it just
1:51:13 flows naturally.
1:51:14 It feel good.
1:51:15 It ain't no, you know, like this the first time I
1:51:19 got to I got to listen.
1:51:20 You know what I
1:51:21 mean?
1:51:21 Like, everybody tell me everything
1:51:23 I want to hear, I'll be like, "Nah, that
1:51:26 ain't it."
1:51:28 Yeah.
1:51:28 You know what I mean?
1:51:29 Just what I need
1:51:29 to hear.
1:51:30 I needed this show, man.
1:51:31 Thank you, bro.
1:51:32 Man, I'm about to uh chill,
1:51:34 smoke me some more weed, and uh
1:51:36 [laughter] see what's on TV, man.
1:51:38 See who I can uh
1:51:39 who playing tonight.
1:51:41 Lord, I know I keep
1:51:43 coming to you like this, man.
1:51:46 And and asking you this same question
1:51:48 over and over again.
1:51:49 And what I'm doing,
1:51:51 if it's nothing, I just want to make you
1:51:53 cry because we still trapped up in flesh
1:51:56 and I slip sometimes, but you're still
1:51:58 there.
1:51:58 And I just want to understand,
1:52:01 you know, I don't [music] want my words to be in
1:52:04 vain.
1:52:06 I want to be right when I pray.
1:52:08 No words and no people, no music.
1:52:11 Don't want to be a wrong.
1:52:13 So give [music] me
1:52:13 money.
1:52:14 I guess I feel like this because
1:52:16 I'm not working.
1:52:17 I'm still on alert.
1:52:18 We're seeing all around me.
1:52:20 I just want to do it right and not be boss [music]
1:52:23 100%.
1:52:24 I want to save all the lost.
1:52:25 We can't be perfect while on this journey.
1:52:28 Sometimes I want to be but [music] I'm
1:52:30 still learning.
1:52:31 Please guide my TONGUE
1:52:32 AND MY MIND.
1:52:34 THAT'S why I pray to you
1:52:35 before I write or ride.
1:52:37 Let it be other
1:52:38 you with none of me if I'm wrong [music]
1:52:40 for thinking like this.
1:52:41 Forgive me.
1:52:42 I don't want to be in vain.
1:52:44 But in truth doing all I can to bring you closer.
1:52:48 [music] If I'm wrong, PLEASE GIVE ME RIGHT.
1:52:51 I DON'T WANT TO BE IN but I'm speaking
1:52:53 right.
1:52:53 Sometime I feel like I am.
1:52:55 [music] I CAN KNOW YOU.
1:52:56 I want to make
1:52:57 you proud of me.
1:52:58 Please show me.
1:53:01 [music]
1:53:04 Please show me.
1:53:10 [music] If I'm wrong, PLEASE GIVE IT RIGHT.
1:53:13 I DON'T want to be inv.
1:53:17 [music] I want to make you proud of me.
1:53:21 PLEASE GET UP.
1:53:23 Get out.
1:53:24 Get up.
1:53:27 [music]
1:53:25 Get up.
1:53:25 Get out.
1:53:26 Please help me.
1:53:31 [music] Let's go.
1:53:33 Please don't leave me father.
1:53:35 I'm trying so hard.
1:53:36 IF THERE WAS NO [music]
1:53:37 THINKING SO WRONG IN MY HEART.
1:53:39 JUST BE REMINISCING.
1:53:40 Telling myself that I'm
1:53:41 gay.
1:53:42 Even when I was dead [music] wrong,
1:53:43 you never turn away.
1:53:45 People be asking me
1:53:46 you okay.
1:53:47 My face ain't [music] one
1:53:48 thing they know right away.
1:53:50 Cut.
1:53:50 My conviction be killing me.
1:53:52 That's all.
1:53:53 But my heart so heavy cuz they [music]
1:53:55 stuck through it all.
1:53:56 I supposed to be
1:53:57 DEAD AND THAT'S THE FACT.
1:53:59 ALL OF MY DAYS
1:54:00 of living proves that chance after
1:54:02 [music] chance and you still it took a
1:54:05 long time to capt.
1:54:08 Thank you Lord.
1:54:08 I just want to make you
1:54:09 proud.
1:54:10 [music] I don't lie to you.
1:54:12 Oh so many times but you see the best of me
1:54:14 and credit me my gift and I thank you
1:54:16 within.
1:54:17 Thank you for standing [music]
1:54:18 in wrong.
1:54:20 Please give me right.
1:54:21 I DON'T WANT TO BE BLAMED WHEN I [music] SPEAK.
1:54:24 Sometimes I feel LIKE I AM EVEN THOUGH
1:54:26 YOU CHOSEN I WANT TO make you proud of
1:54:28 me.
1:54:28 Please show me [music]
1:54:34 please.
1:54:38 [music] Please give it right.
1:54:44 I don't want to be
1:54:45 [music] speaking right.
1:54:49 I want to make you proud of me.
1:54:51 Please show me.
1:54:53 [music] play.
1:55:04 [music]
1:55:03 Let's go.