nobody cares that you went to fashion week

0:13 [music] [music] Heat.

0:20 Heat.

0:25 Heat.

0:27 [music] [music] Heat.

0:39 [music] [music] Where's the skirt?

0:55 This is the skirt.

0:56 M

0:56 the lighting in here is very pretty.

0:58 [laughter] The point is sort of to have the lumps.

1:01 I think so.

1:02 I do think I need to wear a heel though.

1:03 I agree.

1:04 [music]

1:04 I definitely think the brown bag.

1:05 The bag's amazing.

1:07 This is my favorite bag.

1:08 The bag's amazing.

1:08 I love this bag.

1:11 [music]

1:11 I love that and I want to try it.

1:14 It's very beautiful.

1:15 Wait, Jared, [music] check it.

1:17 I I'm making everyone run around for me to just change my mind.

1:21 Ultimately, we had to try it all, though.

1:23 You have to turn over every stone.

1:25 So,

1:25 they're both

1:26 This feels the most cohesive so far.

1:28 I mean,

1:31 what the hell?

1:36 Oh, we broke the proudest door.

1:41 [music]

1:42 I really thought I wasn't going to be jetlagged on this trip.

1:45 I went to bed at 10 p.m.

1:46 I was exhausted.

1:47 I was like, I'm definitely going to sleep until at least 5 or [music] 6.

1:50 Woke up at 2:30.

1:51 Now what?

1:54 I guess we crack the iPad.

1:56 What should I watch?

1:57 [sighs] I have um a video about chin lipo suction.

2:05 Okay.

2:06 I I I can't watch that right now.

2:09 Maybe I just go back to bed.

2:12 [music]

2:20 [music]

2:23 Wow, look at this.

2:24 Looks beautiful.

2:30 Should I wash them first?

2:33 Okay, I'll wash them cuz my mom is watching this.

2:37 Look how clean they look.

2:40 But I'll wash them.

2:46 Very good.

2:47 M.

2:49 Okay.

2:54 [music] Jared, how are you feeling?

3:00 Are you smiling?

3:05 Pretty.

3:07 Oh, it's good.

3:09 Oh my god, my watch tan [music] is hilarious.

3:12 Do you want me to wear my I brought a gold watch if you want me to wear it?

3:16 But I don't know that it matches the vibe.

3:18 Yesterday I was like sitting in the shower and it felt so nice that I was like,

3:22 "What could I do to be productive in here?

3:24 I guess I'll shave.

3:27 The ride will take 25 minutes." No problem.

3:31 What are your predictions for the show?

3:32 Do you have any?

3:33 Um, I think it's going to be like mismatched and layering

3:39 and and and [music] [music] [music] I [music] can't go.

4:10 It's It's I can't go because because it's yellow now.

4:13 So, I'm not going.

4:16 Um I have to get a coffee right now.

4:20 Right now.

4:20 Right now.

4:21 I'm feeling very and I need to be up up.

4:24 We have the Prada dinner.

4:25 We have the Prada afterparty.

4:27 It's a rave.

4:28 Did you hear?

4:29 I really should have crossed when I had the chance.

4:32 Come on.

4:33 Almost.

4:33 Almost there.

4:40 [music] Cheers.

4:47 It's a soy latte.

4:49 Where should we eat?

4:52 Hotel.

4:53 Honestly, it's kind of the easiest.

4:54 Can we do it in the gardening room that we were in?

4:59 Yes.

4:58 Let's[ __] do that.

5:01 Wait, maybe some gossip about I I don't Jared is napping.

5:14 I had to get another coffee because I'm exhausted and I want to go to bed,

5:17 but I can't or I shouldn't.

5:19 If I fall asleep, I'm not getting back up.

5:21 So, I'm just trying to walk and walk and walk

5:24 and walk until it's time to go to dinner.

5:26 I need to keep my energy up.

5:27 I'm very I'm jetlagged.

5:34 I changed back into my outfit.

5:36 We're feeling jetlagged and a little loopy.

5:40 I don't feel my best.

5:44 Thank you.

5:56 cream.

5:59 Vanilla cream.

6:19 Are you crossing?

6:22 Yes.

6:27 Milano.

6:27 The weather is literally stunning.

6:33 No, it's actually stunning.

6:40 being silly in Milano.

6:41 At breakfast, I ordered hard-boiled eggs and the egg,

6:46 how do I even explain what happened with the eggs?

6:48 It was like, it was so subtle.

6:50 I cut the egg in half and I pulled the two halves apart

6:54 and there was like an umbilical cord in it.

6:56 So, when I pulled the two halves apart, it like stuck together.

7:00 And I cannot stop thinking about it.

7:01 It's all I can think about.

7:02 It was so disgusting to me.

7:04 Now, I'm not going to be able to eat eggs

7:05 for 6 months because I'm so traumatized by the egg.

7:08 I didn't film it because I didn't want any of you to see

7:10 it because none of you would ever be able to eat an egg again.

7:13 And if that's like a key staple in your diet,

7:16 like I don't want to ruin that for you.

7:17 It's ruined for me though.

7:18 I will not be eating eggs for 6 months.

7:20 I'm trying to enjoy my time here in Milano,

7:22 walking around, you know, singing in the rain,

7:26 if you will, and I literally cannot enjoy

7:28 my time because I'm thinking about this this egg experience.

7:32 It's like there there was like a cord holding them holding it together.

7:36 Like it was almost like a stretchy string.

7:39 Like it was like it felt like an umbilical cord.

7:42 I feel sick.

7:56 Did you like my walk?

7:58 Hi Jared, tell a honey story.

8:06 Oh god.

8:07 Cuz I had to be quiet cuz I'm getting lip liner done.

8:10 You know when the porridge is too hot, too cold, and then just right.

8:14 Goldilock.

8:14 Tell me the Goldilock story while I get my lip liner done.

8:17 I cannot deal with the silence.

8:20 This is a speed eating contest.

8:22 You like the salad?

8:24 I'm not mad at it.

8:28 Hm.

8:32 Please.

8:32 Honestly though, I don't think we're going to be late.

8:40 Oh, wow.

8:42 [music] [music] [music] [music]

9:06 I was doing I I of course was doing press interviews

9:10 as I always do at [music] fashion events and this is the internet.

9:16 This is the internet.

9:17 I I didn't say anything wrong, but [music] every time I talk,

9:21 I have to think about what would happen

9:23 if that one part got clipped out of context.

9:27 I can't think about [music] a whole conversation.

9:29 I have to think about every little bit in piece that I [music] say.

9:32 And that's part of the job.

9:34 But I've never shown this side of me having a panic attack.

9:38 Having a panic attack.

9:39 This is how my brain works.

9:40 And this happens to me after [music] like every single interview,

9:43 after every single thing that I do.

9:47 But fashion week must go on.

9:52 [music] The show must go on.

9:59 [music] Turn off the camera.

10:07 [music] [music] [music]

10:27 I fear a small mosquito has entered my oil and vinegar mixture.

10:34 Um, [music] so I guess [music] dinner's over for me.

10:51 Good morning.

10:52 It's 4:00 a.m.

10:54 [sighs] I actually really like when jet lag wakes me up early.

10:58 I don't mind waking up at 5:00 a.m., but I woke up at 2:30 a.m.

11:02 Now it's 4:00 a.m.

11:03 I've just been sort of laying here.

11:05 I could pack because I'm going to Paris today.

11:08 I could pack.

11:10 O, I lost my lip balm and I really need it to be honest.

11:14 It It has to be in here.

11:16 I feel like it's in my bed.

11:17 I always put so much stuff in my bed.

11:19 Look at all this stuff in my bed.

11:22 I like keep all my camera equipment in my bed.

11:24 It's so weird.

11:26 Why do I do that?

11:34 Oh.

11:35 Oh.

11:47 Heat.

11:59 [music] Heat.

12:07 [music] One iced square [music] in ice latte with almond milk.

12:22 Wow.

12:23 Wow.

12:23 That's good.

12:24 I I arrived in Paris and I really [music] truly This is going to sound cringe,

12:27 but I was like, "This is the most beautiful place I've ever been." Like,

12:32 I was driving into the city and I was like,

12:33 "I cannot believe how beautiful it is." I felt like I was on mushrooms.

12:37 I was like, "It is so beautiful here.

12:39 What's going on?

12:40 It's so gorgeous and so beautiful.

12:42 The light on the buildings and the trees and everything.

12:45 And luckily for me, I'm here for like 10 days.

12:48 I'm not kidding.

12:49 10 days.

12:52 [music] [music]

13:16 [music] Don't worry, I just have a super viral illness.

13:25 I was like for literally the last few hours

13:33 and now I have a fitting and we're so late.

13:36 We're actually so late.

13:37 So the fitting uh is at 3:00.

13:40 It's 3:09.

13:42 That is not good.

13:43 Let's see how much longer it's going to take to get there.

13:45 Another 20 minutes.

13:46 We're so late.

13:47 Is that Notre Dame?

13:48 Yeah.

13:49 Yeah.

13:55 [music] Whoa.

13:59 That's moment.

14:00 We're good.

14:02 So, imagine the blue.

14:03 Oh my god, the shoe is so good.

14:05 He's so good.

14:07 He's so good.

14:09 I am.

14:10 Oh my god.

14:11 The back.

14:11 [music] Another back situation.

14:15 We just need to keep doing back.

14:17 Color [music] will be stunned.

14:18 So nice.

14:19 This was the easiest fitting of our life.

14:21 [laughter] literally show up.

14:22 Love it.

14:23 Okay.

14:29 Wow.

14:32 I mean, I love that.

14:33 I mean, that was easy, Jared.

14:34 I really This is really strong.

14:36 I mean, I'm obsessed.

14:37 Like, what else is there to say?

14:42 Oh, it's cool.

14:43 I love that.

14:44 He's so cool.

14:45 That's really cool.

14:46 I think it's so comfortable.

14:49 I'm really comfortable right now.

14:55 [music] [music] You like it?

15:03 [music] It's really nice.

15:09 [music]

15:18 [music] [music] [music] Heat.

15:36 Heat.

15:40 Heat.

15:41 Heat.

15:46 [music] No.

16:04 Absolutely not.

16:13 Oh my god, this hot sauce house is so spicy.

16:16 Tastes so good with this.

16:23 [music] [music] Jared's working, so I'm all by myself.

16:34 Where are all my friends?

16:35 Oops.

16:36 I only have one and he's working.

16:38 So, I thought I'd window shop.

16:39 I'm not going to buy anything.

16:40 I'm going to walk into the stores as though I'm going to buy something.

16:43 I'm going to look around like this and then walk out very mysteriously.

16:52 [music] [music] Shopping in designer stores is not relaxing.

17:06 There's always a store associate following you around.

17:09 When I shop, like I want to disappear into the space.

17:11 I want to but they want to help and which is so nice and so generous,

17:16 but it stresses me out.

17:17 I feel like I'm being watched.

17:18 Also, it does kind of make me feel like they think I'm going to steal something.

17:20 Like, I really felt like they thought I was going

17:22 to steal something with the way that they were following me around,

17:24 which I I get that's a concern, but that stresses me out, that energy.

17:28 So, anyway, I'm done.

17:33 [music] [music] I feel jetlagged.

17:46 I feel really jet-lagged.

17:47 And I'm hoping that this helps cuz I need to get my energy up.

17:49 Or maybe take a nap.

17:50 Uh, I'm tired.

17:52 No personality.

17:54 No sparkle.

17:55 All the sparkle's gone.

17:58 Pessimistic.

18:00 Bad energy.

18:01 Dark energy.

18:02 I'm actually not, but I'm tired.

18:04 Eh.

18:06 [music]

18:16 [music] We're on our way.

18:22 Jared's ultimately

18:23 just sewing.

18:24 Just sewing underwear.

18:26 This is fashion week.

18:27 Sewing things into place on the way.

18:29 It's bumpy.

18:31 The car.

18:33 Yeah.

18:32 Yeah.

18:32 It's bumpy.

18:33 And you have a needle next to my butthole.

18:35 So, I'm super excited for where this can go.

18:37 Could go into the cheek and deflate the whole thing.

18:39 Everybody will find out that I blow up

18:41 my butt like a balloon before these events.

18:44 Unfortunately, the balloon is very small.

18:48 It's like a water balloon rather than sort of a birthday balloon.

18:51 What?

18:51 What's a Oh, birthday balloon.

18:53 You know, like happy birthday.

18:55 But also, the needle might end up in my butthole,

18:58 which could not hurt if it is in the perfect location.

19:02 If it goes right up, maybe it's like acupuncture.

19:05 Oh my god.

19:06 Maybe it's like acupuncture to be so relaxed at this show.

19:10 [music] [music] [music] [music] [music]

19:49 Hey.

19:48 Yes.

19:49 Nice job.

19:59 Oh, that feels good.

20:03 Oh, wow.

20:06 Oh, this feels amazing.

20:08 I had it in the fridge.

20:10 So, it's cold and so nice.

20:12 It feels like fashion week is like Instagram week

20:15 for me because I post so much on Instagram.

20:19 So much.

20:20 And it's all photos of me.

20:22 You know what I mean?

20:23 It's not like, "Oh, look at this pretty tree." It's like, "No, no, no.

20:25 This is my outfit." Scrolling through, "Oop,

20:28 that's 11 pictures of Emma's outfit." At times,

20:31 it does feel a bit narcissistic to be honest.

20:33 And I and I do kind of question it.

20:35 I'm like, "Wait, what am I doing here?" You know what I mean?

20:38 What am I doing here?

20:39 But then I'm like, you know what?

20:41 This is fun for me.

20:42 I love putting on my cute little outfit and taking

20:44 a cute little picture in it and posting it.

20:46 And you know what?

20:46 Sometimes you need 11 frames in an Instagram post to really see the outfit.

20:53 Sometimes I do have like a weird

20:55 moral dilemma about posting that much on Instagram.

20:57 I'm like like is this a red flag personalitywise?

21:00 Like is this a sign of narcissism?

21:03 Perhaps.

21:05 Perhaps.

21:12 But I'm doing it anyway.

21:13 [music] [music] [music]

21:28 It is new.

21:32 [music] [music]

21:46 [music]

21:54 Heat.

21:55 [music] Heat.

22:02 [music] [music]

22:17 [music] [music]

22:30 Holy[ __] that was good.

22:32 So[ __] That was amazing.

22:34 Beautiful construction.

22:36 Cool ideas.

22:37 Felt old and new at the same time.

22:39 like

22:40 so good.

22:40 It was like sexy but classy.

22:44 It was like the perfect debut show and that it

22:46 like had historical references but it also did feel fresh.

22:51 It felt like artistic without trying too hard.

22:53 Now we're going to a fitting and then a dinner and then a dinner.

23:00 I wonder what they're going to serve for dinner.

23:02 I was thinking the same thing.

23:04 What would your dream thing that they would serve at dinner be tonight?

23:07 like chicken fingers.

23:11 Perfect.

23:11 They're gonna give you like one small chicken leg that was

23:14 like broiled in garlic and onion with like one leaf on top.

23:19 It's going to be like a weird scallop.

23:21 Should we pick out my song for my Mug Glare Instagram post?

23:26 Mhm.

23:26 Okay.

23:26 [clears throat] Maybe Katy Perry Teenage Dream.

23:31 No.

23:40 [music] [music] [music] Perfect.

24:03 Perfect.

24:04 Yay.

24:06 Oh, good.

24:08 Okay.

24:09 Ah.

24:10 [music] Voila.

24:29 [music]

24:28 I have to leave for a Tiffany dinner,

24:31 [music] hence the jewelry in about 20 minutes.

24:35 I am not ready at all.

24:39 I'm honestly kind of freaking out about it

24:41 and [music] I I'm doing my own hair and makeup.

24:44 It'll be fine, but [music] Okay.

24:51 health.

24:55 Okay.

24:56 I don't look so good right [music] now, so I'm a [singing] bit concerned.

24:58 But well, such is life, isn't it?

25:04 Oh god, [music] I just got it in my hair.

25:09 So, here's the deal.

25:10 Unfortunately, Jared and I are fighting.

25:12 It's super [music] sad.

25:13 Um, it's something super sad.

25:14 He is here with me.

25:15 There he is, my enemy.

25:17 So, we're fighting [music] because Jared put me in these heels.

25:26 You know what?

25:26 I'll even show toes because these days, this is the type of stuff that works.

25:31 Jared put me in these heels.

25:33 Okay, that's very high.

25:34 Jared knows that I cannot wear a heel this high.

25:38 When I tell you I had to scoot [music] to the car, that's not an exaggeration.

25:41 I had to scoot to the car.

25:42 I can't walk in these.

25:43 I'm dragging my feet.

25:45 This absolutely [music] diabolical human being decided to put me in these.

25:51 Speak.

25:52 Speak to what?

25:53 Turn on the light.

25:54 Show your face.

25:57 You look amazing.

25:58 Yeah, it looks great.

26:00 It's going to be huge for you.

26:02 I can't walk.

26:04 I'm scooting.

26:07 They look so good.

26:09 I don't They can't Look at me.

26:12 I'm here and I cannot walk.

26:14 You look amazing.

26:15 Look at Look at the scooter.

26:17 You're doing really well.

26:18 Arch your back.

26:21 Thank you so much.

26:22 Thank you.

26:23 We're so excited.

26:24 Am I doing well in them?

26:25 Yeah, you're doing great.

26:26 You're lying because you cuz you want this.

26:28 This is what you wanted.

26:30 It's gorgeous.

26:38 Okay, it's fine.

26:47 [music] [music] Thank you.

27:12 I'm zoning out.

27:13 My social battery has been very low this trip cuz

27:16 I'm so used to like being in my house alone.

27:19 And I do think that as I'm getting older,

27:20 I'm becoming more introverted to be honest.

27:22 I guess it's just been a lot of social interaction

27:24 for somebody who normally is alone 80% of the time.

27:28 I I'm normally just recharging my social battery all the time.

27:31 On the weekends, maybe I have one or two like social events,

27:34 but they're like short, you know?

27:35 This is like being social and and chatting with people 24/7.

27:53 I'm tired.

28:03 Oh, this is not a good time to drink.

28:07 I love having no eyebrows.

28:09 I'm like sad that I'm dying them back.

28:11 Wait, this is so cool.

28:12 I'm

28:13 so happy.

28:14 I'm so stoked.

28:15 I'm really I'm like continuously shocked about how we reinvent this hair.

28:19 [music]

28:27 [music] [music] [music] [music]

28:52 Show fitting.

28:53 [music] Another club.

28:54 Another club.

28:55 Bus club.

28:56 Another club.

28:57 Show fitting.

28:59 Another club.

29:00 I can't be in this club.

29:02 Okay.

29:02 Somebody's a Debbie Downer.

29:04 [snorts] Somebody doesn't love me anymore after a week with me.

29:08 That's weird.

29:09 I thought I was awesome.

29:11 Oh, wait.

29:11 I am.

29:12 Someone over here is the problem.

29:15 She's crashing [music] out.

29:16 I I am kind of crashing out.

29:18 No, I am.

29:19 Um, it's okay.

29:21 Thank you.

29:27 [music] I think I can't not wear these boots.

29:29 Like I think they're the best things I've ever seen.

29:32 I'm missing a point of the See,

29:34 they're super short and then you get the leg [music] moment.

29:38 I think we tried with the other side.

29:39 This is so comfy.

29:44 [music] Very cute.

29:46 That's so good.

29:48 Yeah, this is the one for sure.

29:50 [music] [music] I mean, this [music] is solo.

30:14 So what?

30:15 More solo.

30:16 It's like a naked moment, which is kind of fun.

30:22 You're good.

30:23 You're good.

30:24 Let's try that.

30:24 So, good to see you.

30:26 And Owen is coming.

30:29 And you know, it's going to be so fun.

30:31 I was going to say, can we do a little tailoring?

30:33 Of course.

30:33 Cool.

30:34 And then I was thinking, are these both from the new collection or they

30:37 All of them.

30:38 All of them.

30:38 Okay, good to know.

30:40 Cool.

30:40 Okay, we'll try those on.

30:41 Go [music] ahead.

30:42 Perfect.

30:48 I was supposed to go to a party tonight or I guess I

30:52 wasn't supposed to go but I was planning on going to a party tonight.

30:55 Not going to happen.

30:56 I have not gone out once and to be honest that is cool with me.

31:00 Like I don't I don't have any FOMO.

31:02 I just get so tired.

31:04 Like it's too late.

31:05 What time is it?

31:06 11:40.

31:07 No.

31:08 Can't I can't The waking up at 6:00 a.m.

31:11 has been really sealing my fate for the day.

31:13 Like I wake up at 6:00 a.m.

31:15 and that means I'm going to be exhausted by 10:30, maybe even 9:30 or 9.

31:23 So, no after party for me.

31:24 Up until like 30 minutes ago, I was staying strong, kept my makeup on.

31:28 I was like, I'm going out tonight.

31:30 I'm going to do it.

31:34 No, wait.

31:35 I just declined a call from Owen.

31:41 Bye.

31:42 Aren't you going to a party or something?

31:44 No, I just I told Jared I said no.

31:48 You're too tired.

31:49 We love the the eyebrows, dude.

31:50 Yeah.

31:51 Wait, thank you so much.

31:57 Yeah, you're going.

31:58 We're both going.

32:00 [screaming] It was absolutely pouring and now the weather

32:23 is beautiful and gorgeous as though it's never rained before.

32:27 Ever.

32:27 It's kind of amazing.

32:28 Like the sun is out, the sky is blue.

32:31 I mean, it's amazing.

32:36 [music] [music] [music] [music] Owen's here.

33:01 Owen's here.

33:02 Oh, and see here.

33:03 See,

33:03 I'm going to interview you.

33:05 Okay.

33:06 How has fashion week been for you?

33:07 So [music] far so good.

33:08 I've been having a beautiful,

33:10 beautiful time with all my fashion peers and friends.

33:12 [music] I've made lots of new friends,

33:14 lots of new memories, seen lots of beautiful clothes.

33:16 New friends who?

33:19 People such as Mia Prada, people such as all of the editors and chiefs of every

33:24 single m magazine and every creative director for every single brand.

33:27 I've gotten very close with all of them

33:29 and they cannot wait to put me in their clothes.

33:31 soon.

33:33 That's great, Emma.

33:34 And how do you feel emotionally?

33:37 Emotionally, I feel very very weak and fragile.

33:40 Um, I'm absolutely hanging on by a thread.

33:43 And this is al what I and I did this to myself because I

33:47 because because because I wanted to be here because I love posting on Instagram.

33:54 So do I.

33:54 I'm really addicted.

33:56 Today I closed my finger in a drawer and now I have a blood blister.

33:59 I thought it was a door.

34:00 No, a drawer.

34:02 Oh, well you when you told me you weren't annunciating.

34:05 So it was a drawer.

34:07 Can I be totally honest?

34:09 Why are we using drawers?

34:10 I understand obviously like people [snorts] need to use drawers.

34:14 Somebody's calling you.

34:15 I'll finish.

34:16 I understand people need to use drawers obviously because

34:18 we don't like things out on the counter, but like let's just normalize mess.

34:22 Let's normalize clutter.

34:24 Thank you so much.

34:26 [music] I am.

34:32 What's up?

34:33 Okay, you're actually getting [music] scared.

34:37 I'm naked.

34:42 [music] You look stunning.

34:47 Thank you.

34:48 Look at the Eiffel Tower.

34:50 You see that, Owen?

34:55 No.

34:54 [snorts] Hi, I'm Owen.

34:57 No, no, no.

34:57 No pictures today.

34:59 It's way too crazy.

35:00 We're in a rush.

35:00 I can't, [music] baby.

35:01 I can't.

35:03 Stop it.

35:04 Anyways, [laughter] Heat.

35:22 Heat.

35:39 [music] [music] [music]

36:01 Wow.

36:05 Why do we have these?

36:21 Where is everyone?

36:31 I guess it's a sleepy Sunday today.

36:34 My last show.

36:34 I am kind of sad that it's over, but I feel fulfilled.

36:37 I feel like I did it.

36:38 You know, I went to so many shows.

36:41 I I like I think it has to end.

36:44 It's so quiet.

36:46 I love this.

36:46 I can talk to my camera and not

36:48 feel socially awkward because no one's looking at me.

36:51 Okay, there actually is somebody looking at me who just saw me do a[ __] twirl.

36:55 And it's a boy.

36:56 Totally fine.

36:57 I don't care.

36:57 Okay, let's go.

36:59 [music] Anyway, I need a coffee right now.

37:04 I need a coffee right now.

37:06 Or maybe a matcha.

37:10 This is almost gone.

37:13 It's literally gone.

37:14 It's been 3 minutes.

37:17 [music] [music]

37:32 [music] [music] This nail polish remover is not very strong, which is healthy.

37:42 That means it's not as bad for you, but it barely [music] works.

37:47 Ow.

37:48 This blood blister is really bulbous.

37:52 It's really sticking out.

37:53 I feel like it's going to pop, which would be kind of fun,

37:57 but also probably painful and also probably bad.

38:00 Like I think I Hello.

38:11 Reception.

38:11 [music] [music] Sorry, baby.

38:27 It's like I was in the garden.

38:31 I was in Jared's garden.

38:33 No, I was in Sammy's garden.

38:36 I feel like I need more caffeine.

38:39 I I'm kind of crashing right now.

38:40 Holy[ __]

38:41 I'm getting my chin hair locked.

38:47 Like [snorts] actually.

38:48 Oh,

38:49 gone.

38:49 No.

38:49 Do I have more?

38:51 There you go.

38:52 You should call that something.

38:53 What should I name it?

38:54 Well, I have like a few.

38:56 I have two.

38:56 Like one in the front and like one that kind

38:58 of comes I feel like the one in the front's Beatric.

39:03 Okay.

39:01 And the one underneath is

39:07 I keep trying to come up with a name and then it's like somebody who I

39:10 like I I like know someone with that name and I'm like I can't use that one.

39:13 What's another uh Beatric and Jasmine?

39:17 Jasmine.

39:17 Jasmine was my cat's name who has ultimately passed away.

39:22 Heat.

39:24 Heat.

39:23 [music] [music] [music] [music] [music] [music] [music] [music] [music]

40:24 We did it, Jared.

40:26 We did it.

40:27 We did fashion week.

40:30 We actually did it.

40:31 [music] How do you feel?

40:33 Honestly, that flew by.

40:34 I loved every second.

40:35 I really did.

40:36 I I feel like it was like honestly the most seamless one that we've had.

40:41 Agreed.

40:42 Everything felt [music] kindred about it.

40:43 We would show up to a fitting and it was like there it is.

40:45 Pretty good.

40:46 No like huge dramas or like things going missing or stuff not being sent.

40:51 The looks were fun.

40:53 We had I think a good time.

40:55 We had the BEST TIME.

40:58 We[ __] did it.

40:58 Aaron, did you like the last show?

41:01 Uh, the Valentino show

41:03 really good.

41:04 We really love the Valentino show.

41:05 Um, I'm really tired.

41:10 I'm exhausted and very proud of us and also

41:13 need to not talk to anyone or see anyone.

41:16 Oh my god.

41:17 When I go home, I'm never talking again.

41:19 I probably won't see you for like 3 months.

41:22 That can't happen.

41:23 That can't happen.

41:24 Everyone's commenting.

41:25 Wow, Emma's a really clingy friend.

41:27 You're actually not clinging me at all.

41:28 Although I do like text Jared a lot.

41:30 Yeah, but I'll text you, too.

41:32 Something about this fashion week rewired my brain.

41:34 I feel like I'm never going to be the same.

41:37 I'm not kidding.

41:38 Like my approach to fashion and it has changed from this fashion week.

41:41 I Yes.

41:42 I just feel like forever changed by this fashion

41:44 week and I'm never going to be the same.

41:47 Honestly, I I agree.

41:48 This felt like Jared.

41:52 This wouldn't have been possible without Jared.

41:53 I'd like to thank Jared.

41:54 We doing a speech.

41:55 Thank you to everyone who made fashion week possible.

41:57 Thank you to um we're just so grateful for everybody

42:01 that we get to work with and we're so grateful for all

42:03 the brands and all the teams and everybody who's handling

42:05 the logistics of the cars and the this and the that.

42:07 It's like it's literally it literally takes so many people.

42:11 It it shouldn't take fashion is so dramatic.

42:15 Like the amount of people that it takes to like

42:18 do all of this, it's it's kind of ridiculous.

42:20 And when I talk about it, it actually makes me have an existential crisis.

42:22 So, let's not let's not dig more deep into it.

42:26 Oh my god.

42:26 Thank you to my parents for birthing me so that I could go to fashion week.

42:41 Emma's back.

42:44 See, here I am.

42:46 I'm back.

42:47 During fashion week, Emma's still here.

42:50 But no, it's Emily.

42:54 Emily comes out.

42:56 I get to put my watch back on.

42:59 Oh my god, I'm so happy I have this glue in my hair.

43:03 I'm going to use Tito's to get it out.

43:08 Alcohol helps dissolve the glue, I guess.

43:13 I don't drink, so hopefully somebody else wants that later.

43:23 Hey.

43:24 Hey, you guys.

43:25 Mind if I come cuddle?

43:30 What?

43:30 Mind if I come cuddle?

43:32 No, I heard you.

43:33 I just am saying what.

43:35 What can mean two different things.

43:37 It can also mean no.

43:39 Oh man, you guys, this is a real dream.

43:41 Happy to be here.

43:44 So happy you're here.

43:45 Can I be here all night?

43:47 Please.

43:47 I'm [snorts] editing a photo.

43:48 Face tuning.

43:48 Those before and after face.

43:53 [laughter] No.

43:56 No.

44:05 [music] [music]