Camila Cabello - yours, c tour mini doc

0:00 [Applause] [Music] I feel kind of bruised up and a little lost before tour.

0:14 I feel like there's something dangerous that can happen

0:16 in your own mind when you spend too long without your people,

0:20 the ones who just get you and make you feel safe and loved.

0:24 And I didn't realize how much I needed to get

0:26 back to those rooms to get back to myself.

0:30 It just made me remember the most important thing

0:32 about what we do is how we make people feel.

0:35 And if I can leave the world a little softer,

0:37 a little less heavy in the corners I get to touch,

0:40 that's more than enough for me.

0:42 Honestly, I'm really happy just doing that.

0:54 It's actually crazy.

0:55 This time last year,

0:56 I was also I did festivals for CXO and now we're doing a whole another tour.

1:01 It makes me feel like I'm doing things in life, you know?

1:06 I battle demons every day.

1:08 comparison, insecurity, imposter syndrome, self-criticism, self-doubt.

1:15 Like, for me to have a good show,

1:17 I have to do so much work of watering the right seeds and cutting

1:21 the weeds in my mind that had grown when I wasn't even looking.

1:25 Who's ready to have the best summer of their life?

1:28 The people you look up to that appear to be so easily themselves,

1:32 you probably don't see that.

1:33 It takes a lot of work blocking out the noise from outside,

1:36 the noise from inside.

1:38 It's a constant fight, but it's the most worthwhile one.

1:41 So fun.

1:41 To be honest, it wasn't It wasn't my best show.

1:44 I was kind of in my head.

1:46 I know.

1:46 Not all shows can be great.

1:47 Yeah.

1:48 So good.

1:49 Rush off.

1:53 What's so[ __] hard?

1:56 So this can be easy.

1:58 So this can be easy.

2:00 My last headline tour seven or eight or nine years ago.

2:02 I have no concept of time.

2:04 I don't know.

2:04 I'd been working since I was like 15 and then I decided to just take some

2:08 time off touring and just be in the studio and just kind of be a human.

2:12 I just feel like mental health-wise I was just not I just was not ready to tour.

2:17 I was a little bit like I think scarred by how exhausting I was.

2:22 I'm really lucky that so many people here I've I've known for so long that

2:28 dude tens of years.

2:29 Yeah.

2:29 literally tens of years.

2:33 Doing this with friends and surrounded by such truly good people where

2:37 we all care about each other just gives every day so much meaning.

2:41 Like I feel like if I was on the road like I was the first time,

2:47 it just feels like you're by yourself.

2:49 So I'm really lucky in that way cuz I don't

2:51 think I could do it if it didn't feel like that.

2:53 I think I would, in the words of my sister, crash out

2:59 just running the top with just her on the platform.

3:02 [Music] Do you do you feel good with the pole being there?

3:10 I'm very comfortable.

3:12 It's not scary to me.

3:15 You're scared of me and you, but my mom um

3:20 I think we all know I would crumble without her.

3:22 Yeah, she runs a tight[ __] She really does.

3:24 And also, she's just like honestly what makes me She's just my homie.

3:29 She's the best.

3:32 She's just, you know, she's my dog.

3:35 My D AWG.

3:38 I love my family.

3:40 My dad and my sister.

3:42 I love them.

3:43 Unless they[ __] up the pyro today, then I'm leaving the family.

3:48 What?

3:48 God forbid a girl.

3:52 My little sister.

3:53 My Pyro.

3:54 My Pyro tucked ass.

3:56 I don't know if I completely trust my 18-year-old sister with Pyro cuz

4:00 I feel like she will literally stay up all night and then just like,

4:03 oops, didn't see you there.

4:05 Fingers crossed.

4:05 Don't blow me up.

4:07 And yeah, I'm Pyro, so I'm going to make[ __] explode.

4:12 Okay, we're walking right now to Pyro.

4:16 The thingy by yourself, guys.

4:18 Guys, I'm really scared.

4:20 They left us in charge of this with him.

4:23 Hi.

4:24 And basically, we're scared.

4:28 We don't know what to do.

4:29 Sarah's supposed to help us.

4:30 Show the console.

4:31 Pyro team.

4:33 These are the people responsible for our lives.

4:36 These are the people responsible for not blowing us up.

4:44 [Music] Nothing beats a cold capri sun.

4:51 Just makes you feel 10, you know.

4:55 [Applause]

4:59 I feel like in the first show I have to like look a lot

5:02 at my dancers and my band cuz they like keep me like locked in.

5:09 You guys, you No, you guys, you guys sustained me.

5:15 No, I be like I be like

5:19 that's when I get nervous.

5:20 I'm like honestly honestly for real.

5:23 You know what it is?

5:24 They're they're so locked in with each other.

5:26 They're like so in sync with each other that you just feel like you feel safe.

5:33 You're like, I don't have to do this for, you know what I mean?

5:35 Like if anything, I'm going to do it for you.

5:38 You want to do it for me?

5:42 Hey, how are you?

5:43 Yes, I'm a Finland boy.

5:47 What's that?

5:48 It's mean like a we love you.

5:51 You really mean that?

5:54 No.

5:54 Any No, anything.

5:55 Okay.

5:55 Every Finnish people like when you say like a bad words

6:06 does that mean anything to you?

6:07 Yeah, it means I love you guys.

6:10 I'm going to say it to the death today.

6:13 [Music] [Applause] We are on our way to the airport.

6:18 My sister's on vocal rest right now.

6:20 How are you feeling?

6:21 Are you excited to be in Polly?

6:22 I love Paris.

6:24 My boyfriend is from Paris.

6:26 I'm really excited and also hungry.

6:30 [Music] This tour is helping me feel more and more like myself.

6:37 You can't really pretend when you're on stage.

6:40 It's literally the difference between going to a party

6:43 and it's people that you don't know.

6:47 Exactly.

6:46 And going to a party and like your best

6:48 It's like your four like your best friends.

6:51 I do think my imposttor syndrome is so real.

6:56 Uhhuh.

6:56 like in the sense that I swear to God,

6:58 every time I go out there the festival and I see people

7:01 with posters with my name on it or whatever, I'm so surprised.

7:05 Feeling loved is actually everything.

7:08 And if you want to get the best out of somebody, you just love them.

7:13 Who you are is exactly enough.

7:16 The fans make me feel that way.

7:17 You guys make me feel that way.

7:19 And we deserve it.

7:20 We deserve it.

7:25 Apparently, there's going to be a storm today at 8:30.

7:28 This is like the weather in heaven.

7:33 Yeah, this is the fourth headline show.

7:36 I'm feeling a lot of things at the same time.

7:38 Like, to be totally honest, I'm feeling really confident in our show.

7:41 I feel like it's so good and I feel like

7:44 we're giving people like so much value with this show.

7:47 The limits had to make us be creative and think of it like a puzzle.

7:52 Also, if I'm ever stressed during the show, I could just literally touch grass.

7:58 Yeah, guys, let's just all lean down.

7:59 You might you might touch a cigarette by accident.

8:02 It's okay.

8:03 The Britney Spears playing in the background during this like deep interview.

8:09 [Music] Oh, they need me.

8:15 All right, let's go.

8:23 We are going to muster up all

8:26 of our energy and we're going to give these people,

8:29 we're going to show them the time of their lives to me.

8:32 I heard that there were dance battles happening.

8:34 I'm really jealous.

8:35 I wish I could have been out there.

8:37 It feels like a bit like the party in the office.

8:40 Do you think my show is is make out friendly?

8:43 Yes, definitely.

8:44 My show's definitely more like put on glitter in the line.

8:49 Not supposed to make out.

8:51 It was Sonia.

8:52 But I feel like I kind of feel like we're missing somebody.

8:54 I feel like we should bring somebody up on stage.

8:57 I feel like you're our dream girl.

9:00 It's you.

9:03 She stood there talking to me.

9:07 I'm so excited to be in London because in a lot of ways my dreams start here.

9:12 One Direction.

9:13 made me want to audition for X actor.

9:15 I auditioned for X actor.

9:17 I danced untie doll sign.

9:19 Now I'm here.

9:22 Good good kind of butterflies tonight.

9:30 We're going to have a good time tonight.

9:34 [Music] Hi.

9:40 I'm such a big fan.

9:42 I'm recognize you.

9:43 Yeah, I'm usually holding a camera.

9:47 Wow.

9:46 I'm really nervous.

9:47 Sorry.

9:48 Hold the shirt.

9:50 Sorry.

9:50 Can you do you want this one?

9:53 Any lower?

9:54 Yeah, you don't block your face.

9:55 That's perfect.

10:01 One minute.

10:04 One minute.

10:08 Wow.

10:12 Last show.

10:12 The grandmas are here.

10:14 Go to your seats.

10:20 Okay.

10:21 She did a photograph.

10:23 Yay.

10:33 [Music] 1 2 3[ __] Don't go for perfection.

10:44 Go for connecting.

10:45 And I really try to like make eye contact with people.

10:48 We really try to make our space like a very kind and safe and loving place.

10:55 To have my mark on the world be a loving one.

11:00 I think that's what's important about like our tour vibe

11:04 and how we really make it feel like a family.

11:06 It's like at the end of the day, that's what gives meaning.

11:12 They've been with me on a lot of my journey because I've been in like the public

11:15 eye for so long and have kind of like

11:19 really supported me through a lot of that journey.

11:21 You get to just like grow up together.

11:24 Hi.

11:24 Hi.

11:24 How are you?

11:26 I've been singing your song she and this for and since I was two and I

11:30 Are you serious?

11:31 Is you are too?

11:32 How about you know going on LA?

11:34 Oh my god.

11:35 High five.

11:36 That's awesome.

11:40 [Music] you were little to now.

11:47 And I just want to say it has been an absolute privilege

11:50 to grow up with you guys and to be a part of your lives.

11:56 Best two weeks of my life.

11:58 I was not expecting this.

12:00 There are so many of you who are all so sweet.

12:03 You know so many words to myself.

12:06 No, no, no.

12:06 You don't understand.

12:07 I love you so much.

12:09 Oh my god.

12:10 I love it.

12:10 I love it.

12:11 I love it.

12:11 I love it.

12:11 I it it I it it I it [Applause] was[ __] awesome.

12:26 [Applause] I'm so tired.

12:33 I'm so tired.

12:35 I'm like dying.

12:38 It was awesome.

12:41 I love I'm actually completely dead.

12:46 I miss touring so much.

12:47 I want to tour like way more.

12:49 I can't believe we didn't do it for so long.

12:51 We're so stupid.

12:52 Like, is this what you thought?

12:54 Oh.

12:57 This show was so much fun.

12:59 It was honestly so fun.

13:02 This is the best night ever.

13:04 I loved it.

13:04 It was one of my favorite ones.

13:05 I really I really did have a moment where I was singing and I was like,

13:10 I can't believe I'm living my dream.

13:12 Singing and and music has been the thing I love most to do since I was little.

13:18 Now I'm enjoying it with all of these people

13:21 here and we're all enjoying it together.

13:23 And it just feels very like happy and it just feels like joy, you know?

13:30 It's like It's like Miles Davis says,

13:33 "It takes a lot of work to finally sound like yourself.

13:38 [Music]